Room #19 || e)(o Chanyeol

D O O R #38

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Why them?

Why him?

That's what he kept asking himself.

Both of them were gone, killed, murdered.

The origin of his anguish revolved around the man whose blood was coursing through his veins, Park Soohyuk.

His own fucking father.

He did this.

Made him live without a mother, made him believe that his mother didn't love him, and forced him to wear a mask all his life to the point he didn't recognize himself anymore.

Soohyuk poisoned his life.

And Yoona fell victim to this poisonous life the moment she accepted his love because Soohyuk had taken her from him too.

With Eunji sitting across from him, there was no doubt in his mind that his father was planning for her to suffer the same fate as Yoona and his mother.

Despite his efforts to keep her safe and following that man's rules, Eunji was here with him. His actions ineffective and useless in comparison to Soohyuk's.

He hated this feeling of powerlessness that he has always had.

He hated what his life has become.

He wanted this to stop.

The poison out of his life.

He wanted his father out of his life.

It is the only way. The voice in his head told him.

His heart is banging against his ribcage, painful but real.

With no calculation or thought of consequence Chanyeol did exactly what he thought he wouldn't. He punched his father.

Red in his eyes and on his mind. Park Chanyeol was gone.

Stumbling back on his feet, Soohyuk glances back at Chanyeol holding his jaw.

Park Soohyuk has a neutral expression before his mouth breaks into a victorious smile.

Soohyuk gazes his thumb over his cut his lip and he scoffs, "Pathetic."

Chanyeol's hands clenched up into tightly made fists while his chest rose and fell with shallow breaths.

"You know, I'm glad I had a taste of Yoona before she died. She finally knew what an actual man felt like."

The air stilled around Chanyeol.

Deep into the night Chanyeol woke up from his sleep to a quiet sob. He looked over his shoulder to Yoona's back facing him.

Her body was trembling. "Yoona?" He softly called. She doesn't move an inch. Chanyeol reaches for her. The moment he reaches her, she jumps away from his touch.

"C-chanyeol...h-how long have you been awake?"

He doesn't answer her question and instead asks, "What's wrong? Why are crying?"

"I just had a nightmare. Its nothing. Lets go back to sleep." She quick explains then goes under the covers with him expect she doesn't cuddle up to him like she normally does.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

She smiles at him, "I'm with you, right?"

"Yes."

"Then everything is fine." She remained smiling before she turned away to sleep.

It was a lie.

Everything wasn't fine.

This was the horrible truth of the matter.

His father did more to her than end her life. 

He took advantage of her.

With tears at the brim of his eyes, Chanyeol hits Soohyuk again.

When his taunting smile remains on his face after Chanyeol finds himself contuinely punching him over and over and over again through the pain in his hand and in his heart.

But it isn't enough. 

Chanyeol wraps his fingers around his father's neck and presses.

The sound of a pleading voice in the background enters through one of his ears and goes out the other, unnoticed.

"Kill me..." Soohyuk softly encourages with an intriguing allure in his tone. "Y-You can...end t-this all...r-right now..."

Right now.

"Don't..." A small voice pleads.  "Chanyeol...please."

"E-End it." He can feel his father's subtle pulse on the tips of his fingers.

Is this what you truly want?

His father grips Chanyeol's wrists, keeping them firmly in place.

"Kill me, Son."

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School is trying to take me out. I have been wanting to read this for weeks. Homework piled on top of me so it hindered my inspiration. I managed to get myself to relax enough to write this. Finally.

I don't want to say that there are two more chapters but there are two more chapters.

Enjoy the angsty gif of Chanyeol. Thanks.

-Jiselle🌸