"Ugggghhhhhhhh!!!" i said to myself in frustration. Wayne was being extra clinging now. I was at the verge of pulling my hair out, knowing his obsession was growing stronger I felt like I should end it there and get it over with before it grows out of proportion. I sleep uneasy that Friday the 13th but i wasn't one to believe in whole bad luck day..........because I go through shit almost everyday. He called but I ignore the calls until I had the zeal to actually pick up the phone.
"yes Hun" I said in a gloomy tone.
"whats up with you I cant hear from you"
"i don't know just a lil tired that's all i guess"
"you sure that's all JJ?"
Whether he liked it or not my answer was going to be yes for I did not want to start an argue argument which I knew I wouldn't win in the long run.
" Yes" I replied in a much more upbeat tone
The conversation went on longer than I thought and he literally put me to sleep. I ended the convo with an i love you quote and I felt that that was enough to put him to sleep. If this goes on any longer I might have had to move to Canada.
Up until 12 I was thinking of ways to let him down easy but knowing him and his crazy anime fantasies I wouldn't stand a chance. However just being straight forward seem like an good enough approach to it.
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A week later i still had no gotten around to breaking up with him. On my way inside bus park I felt arms wrap around me. To my surprise there was Wayne. My friends were just staring and making mumbles every now and then think that i would have heard them sooner or later. Wayne gave me the biggest hug. The minute he let go i took in what he was wearing. Black skinny jean, white t-shirt,black shoes and a fully loaded school bad with a towel around his neck, checking the time i knew for a fact JC wasn't over as yet. Then i questioned.
"How u reach here suh quick?"
"Easy mi jump the fence a skool and fawd fi see yuh" he said with no regret in his tone.
"well the official cruff" i commented
"yeah but mi fada soon come fah me suh i have to go soon, give me a kiss?"
"I cant not in my uniform Wayne!"
"That ok"
He reached into his back pocket and drew out five hundred dollars and said it was to buy back a credit for the time i called him. I kissed him on the cheek and he told me he had to go. I walked off first to go buy the credit but I turned around to asked him something.
"are you gonna wait for the change or you have to leave?"
"Nahh just take everything. dnt need the change keep it man.........i got to go love you Hun".
Those words stayed with me as he kissed me on the cheeks again and bolted off to go back to school. I know I should have taken the chance to do what i had to do but I couldn't. I was determined that i was not gonna spend the 500 dollars unless it was on him or something for him.
