His Medicine

1. Dr. Park

The smell of alcohol was prominent on his lips as they were devouring mine, to my realization a few drops of tears escaped my eyes.

" Please stop it.. don't do it... again. " i cried out as he started roaming his hands under my cloths. His touches are cold, harsh, never gentle.

" Why baby? You're mine , right? So, i can do anything i want to do to you. "

" You're drunk please stop.. "  and with that his large hands met my cheeks with a loud sound. My cheeks were burning and then i knew nothing can stop him.. 

" Please... have some mercy.. please " i sobbed as i tried to get up from the luxurious bed, the mattress beneathe was soft but could never managed to serve warmth.

But he again pushed me hard.

" If you try anything again, i swear i'll make sure you regret it. You have no choice. You have to be with me. It's just payback you bitch! " and again he slapped.

This time, i pushed him in a great force which i didn't know i even had. He tripped losing control falling, alcohol making my work more easily.

I ran out of the house and found myself in woods. But i couldn't stop, if i do .. again he'll come and take me with him. As i was running having an eye behind to ensure he wasn't anywhere, i bumped into someone and he hold me by my arms . I could feel this familiar touch, i lifted my gaze. And i wasn't wrong, how could i be? After all, it's only his touch that i loved, with was soft, calming.

I just cried looking at those brown eyes i loved..

Jimin...

" Don't cry, i'm here " he said as he smiled. His smile..

He could save me.

Only he could save me, not only from him but also the wounds that are still there deep inside my soul.

" Close your eyes, my love "

As he said that, i closed my eyes..

Then, opened again..

🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁

As i opened them, my eyes got shut automatically due to the excessive brightness.
After adjusting my vision to the sudden brightness all i could see was the white walls and the sound of machines. 
Hospital..
Shit.. i failed. Again..
I felt like crying..

" H-how are you feeling?"
My eyes shot open at that voice and snapped my head at the source.
My eyes wide open.
There's no way I'm seeing him in front of me  right now..
Then, i could see his white apron and stethoscope hanging around his neck. His black hair slightly disarrayed.
The brown eyes expressive but hard to read. They had always been.

It wasn't a dream, nor i were in heaven. It's him.

"I never loved you.. "

I averted my eyes from that angel looking man, to my realization a drop escaped my eyes.

Shit!!

How weak might i be looking! He must had seen me like that, all bloody, all bruised and wasted.
The thought of it making want to go back to my dark dreams.. away from him..
Pity.. what's the last thing i wanted to see in his eyes.
That face of him making me remember of all the hard periods even more prominently, making it hard to breathe..
I started taking long breaths..

" Relax... keep taking long breaths.. " his voice seemed so calm different from the last time i heard.

After a few long breaths, i could finally breathe again.