His Medicine

4. Wrong

Jimin P.O.V.

Holding my phone in my hands, i was debating whether to call Eomoni ( Y/N's mother ) or not. My mother died when i was in school, but she always loved me her own son. But now the equations were different, i wondered whether she would like to talk to me or not.
But as per i knew her, she was always so protective, so caring towards Y/N . Then, how come she let Y/N be in this state.
So many things going on my head right now, so many mixed feelings, so many rushes.

Why did you again had to come Y/N!
After all these times!

Why was i raging inside, why was i restless when you totally avoided me. I had no right to talk into your issues but every time i saw you in that bruises and that vulnerability, it just made me lose my mind.
But i hate you Y/N..
I should hate you after all those things you'd done.

Suddenly, the door of my cabin opened and appeared a panting, terrified Jisoo.

" Dr. Park! Y/N is not in her ward ! "

I jumped out of my chair at that.

" What the hell!! What were you doing!! How can she leave alone!! "

With that, i rushed to the door and ran the hallway peeking through every corner of the floor.

Where could you go Y/N !
You couldn't even be near any guy!!
Why did you have make it all to complicated!!
I hate you Y/N!!!

After looking inside the whole hospital, i headed to outside informing some other nurses to get me know if they found her inside the hospital.

Nothing's working!!
My brain wasn't working!! I could feel my heart willing to come out of my chest being unable to handle the situation.

It's all my fault!
I pissed her off that's why she didn't even look back before running away.
You never understood me Y/N!!

What happened to you Y/N! You never were like this! So vulnerable..

But I had to find her!!!
Because i was afraid that again i would have to see you in that condition.. all blooded, cloths ripped off.
I couldn't Y/N!! I hate you!!
You had so many things to pay Y/N!! I hate you!!

I looked the whole hospital garden. A few patients were walking and having chit chat. But not whom i was finding for the past two hours.

After passing the hospital area, i was running across a park beside the hospital. But still no sign of her. I stopped midway, holding my head with both of my hands. I felt like screaming.
Where were you Y/N !!!
Please be safe Y/N!! Please... 

" Y/N!!!!!! "

No trace..

The other people of the park were looking at me like i was any mad person, wearing my apron, screaming loud. But i couldn't care any less.

I was at the end of the park..

Suddenly something caught my attention, a bench and someone sitting on that with his arms wrapped around her knees with a patient apron, back facing me.
Of course it's her.
I ran to her..

Y/N P.O.V.

Now what to do..
I had escaped the place.
Now where to go?

I had to keep me safe.
I couldn't go back to him. I couldn't go back to the hospital as well, Jimin must had called Mom by now.. if he would have known too? If he reached here and found me? What if he was just around looking at me, laughing at me.. waiting to tell that i couldn't go anywhere from him.