His Medicine

15. Trapped

Y/N P.O.V.

I was fiddling with the length of the dress as it hug my body. It's been a bit uncomfortable as I didn't wear these kind of cloths for a very long time. The memories of similar dresses and the occasions making my mind go dizzy. The similar elegant dresses with expensive jewelries, red silhouettes, the sparkles, the glitters, the hues that was a part of my life for a long time. The same dimmed lights, light music, elegant interiors, people with elegant appearance with hollow hearts. This could be the only thing I could think of while I was standing outside the party beside Jisoo as she was talking to one of her friends. I was taking deep breaths to be stable, comfortable as I was seeing different people already set themselves to the mood. The place was actually a rooftop with was basically reserved for this kind of parties. The place was already loaded, Jisoo was indeed a person with a lot of friends but I could tell she was trying for me to be comfortable for these type of gatherings which was not as easy as it seemed for me. But I promised myself that I would never let myself do anything that could spoil this precious day for this beautiful girl next to me. I would try to mold myself into the shapes of the night.

How could I mold myself into the shape of the night? My sweaty hands were stretching the red thigh high dress to make it more ease with my body, well scented with Nina Ricci, the diamond hearted necklace – all these giving the vibe of some sort of Disney princess character. The purpose was surely served but the price that was taken on behalf was animalistic. Suddenly his large hands resting on my thighs started rubbing it thus making the dress ride up even more and his cold hands brushing against my warm thighs. Immediately the small hairs down my spine protrude up. The big space in this large limo started feeling small and suffocating.

" What? " he asked as he was looking right at my eyes. No affection or such on them.

" T- the d-dress.. it's .. " I said looking down.

" What? It's short? Don't worry, no one would dare to look at you other than me " he chuckled then the hand harshly landing on my thighs making me jump at the contact.

" So, don't look like someone is choking you, understood? "

I nodded in urgency.

As the car come to a halt, I stepped out. And then those same hands made their appearance on my waist.

" Behave , okay? " I nodded with a forced smile.

" Y/N ? Y/N?"

" Y-Yes? "

" Back to earth "  she said while shaking my hands. i smiled at her as as I could see her sparkling eyes looking at Jungkook. She was enjoying herself I could just tell by the way her smile never seemed to fade. With a bunch of people who acknowledge your presence, cares about you, prays for you and having them on your special day, spending your time ravishing the moments you had spend together – this should be enough for one to be happy. Now at that moment, I couldn't help but to think about my mother, who had always been there for me when I needed a friend, a shoulder to cry on, a mentor while getting ready for a prom- she was everything. On little deep in my heart, I had wished to meet her but what price could that bring making me skip the thought of being on her warm embrace. Why would she not believe me? If she would have believed it would have been maybe easy but still I couldn't tell anything sure about him.

" So? What did you decide? Going to talk to Jungkook?

" I don't know Y/N.. I'm feeling restless regarding that, i.. "