His Medicine

14. Feelings

( I'm back guyss... and from now on, i'm going to be updating from time to time as i am going to head back to the other stories as all but i promise, i wouldn't rush because i can't afford to lose the feelings accompanied to this story which is so close to my heart , thank u for your patience , i luv ya :D )

Y/N P.O.V.

And again i was seated between Jisoo and Jungkook and this time as and addition Yoongi on the other side of his baby brother. It's been a few weeks since Yoongi had arrived and had been staying at home for some work that i didn't mind. But the Yoongi guy appeared kind of intimidating to me, but he wasn't like that all the time. In front of Jisoo and Jungkook , he was the coolest. Maybe it was my sick demeanor . But one thing i knew, i wasn't really outgoing person that i've become with my home mate and her friend. Still i couldn't tell them, how had the past been, although they were kind and considerate enough to make me feel at ease.

The movie was playing in the background, suddenly a warm palm gently placing their territory on my shoulder along with the fingers drawing digits on them. I looked up to see a smiling Jungkook. I never really looked up for him more than a friend but i had to admit he was a really attractive guy and a guy any girl would die to be with. But the most amazing part of this human was the kindness that he always manages to radiate along his way. He maybe be younger than me but he's a mature one when it comes to handling any situation. He was patient enough with me. He was obviously one of the kindest man i've even met. And i couldn't thank God enough to send him at this period of my life along with Jisoo.

In my own world, i didn't notice how much adoration those doe eyes of his was holding, maybe i didn't want to. I also didn't notice when his other hand caressing my cheeks moving down to the corner of my lips, slightly overdrawing the outline of my lips, and i still didn't realize until his thumb was caressing the soft meat until he parted them a little. I gasped when the opening caused some air to bring back to my once closed mouth. With terror, i stood up on my feet catching everyone's attention . I looked immediately up at Jisoo who was looking at me with concern.

" What is it Y/N? "

" Y-yeah, everything is f-fine, i'll just grab some water " with that i rushed to the kitchen for sparing a single glance to the rest on the couch, even didn't at Jungkook who was feeling sort of guilty for letting him carried away like that.

I was clenching the glass hard on my hand which was sweating as if it was like summer. My heart jumping loudly in it's cage threatening to get out not for any excitement or any of it's kind but pure horror. My body, my mind was not ready for any kind of touch to awake the inner screams, the same voices, the same fear. Maybe , it was nothing that much but my inner self control was slipping. I hadn't taking the medicines as the nightmares didn't bother coming back but at this very moment, i'm shaking, shaking inside, out. Jungkook's not him. I was chanting the same mantra.

Sudden clearing of someone's throat made me almost jump. Turning around, i saw none but Yoongi leaning in the fridge.

" Something wrong? " he asked in a mere dry tone which i happened to compare with mock.

" N-no " i replied almost shaking trying hard to control myself from breaking.

" Y/N ? " behind Yoongi voiced Jungkook whom i wasn't ready to confront at this moment.

" I'll be leaving then " said Yoongi before patting his brother on the back.

And suddenly, the air became even more hard to breathe. I could feel my eyes stinging. My head spinning for the lack of oxygen, i wasn't breathing. I wasn't on my right mind.

At this very moment, I was remembering you. Please save me Jimin. The want was wrong but the need was raw that i couldn't deny at this moment. I need you.