His Medicine

9. Just like the sky

Y/N P.O.V.

It had been a few days of that incident, last night was better than the previous ones, no cursed nightmares. Wasn't that a wonder how a small piece of tablet can help me to not go crazy? But the question was, would i ever be able to sleep peacefully without them?
I went on like a normal person, i ate, chatted with Jisoo, Jungkook, bathed , watched movie with them but my inside was crunched up due to the void.
It had been a few days, i didn't see him. There's nothing i could complain, after all that's what supposed to happen.
Like any other morning, Jisoo left for the hospital. I was alone standing by the window. It was almost noon.
Suddenly, a knock was placed. As the sensation was signaled to my brain, my hands started feeling sweaty.
You had to be strong Y/N..
Nothing would happen, he won't come.
Or would he?
" Y/N.. " i felt relaxed at the voice out of the door.
I reached the door opening it.
" Hey " i said trying to act normal.
But sudden rush from the previous moment made my words tremble.
" Are you okay? " he said frowning his brows coming inside the apartment.
" I'm f-fine Jungkook " i tried to sound all okay, but my stumbled words betraying me.

His eyes suddenly soften and flashed a smile. He came forward and placed a hand over head, patting it a little bit.
" You're okay with me, you know that right? "
I simply nodded keeping my head low due to the embarrassment i felt inside.
" I'm sorry, i know i should be strong. But sometimes, i can't help it. I'm such a sick, useless "
He didn't say anything, maybe not sure what to say.
" Do you also pity me Jungkook ? " i found myself asking, which i wanted to ask my doctor the most.
" Look at me Y/N " his voice was soft, silk alike. I lifted my gaze.
" You're not sick, useless Y/N. For me, you're one of the strongest human I've ever met. By looking at you, i can tell how beautiful, sophisticated you're from inside, out. And i want you to know that, i will always be by your side. "
I wouldn't let anyone harm you Y/N..
His words echoed my heart.
I just ended up nodding feeling gratitude for this man. He seemed younger, maybe younger than me but his words, actions expressed his maturity. I knew, he would be perfect for Jisoo.
" Hey, don't be a crybaby now " with that he hugged me lightly. I just smiled patting his back.
" Okay, will you have coffee ? "
" Hell ya!! "

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We ended up watching his favourite movie Iron Man 3. I didn't want to though , i just wanted to enjoy the sky, which i was really fond of lately. So broad, so marvellous without any limit, with all might.

Suddenly, i heard another knock on the door. The clock showed 6 p.m. Who could it be ? Jisoo ?
" Y/N.. I'll check it. "
" No, you watch, I'll go, I'll be fine " i assured him.
I took my crutches, already getting sick of those what so ever, but even owed to them.

I opened the door and as my eyes figured out the person, my heart started jumping. Like, my body was jolted, sudden air was pumped into a vacuum .
There was Dr. Park at the door.
As breathtaking as always, but like usual looked tired, well worked.
I tried to calm myself. Just seeing him, different anticipations, thoughts rushing through my mind. How was he going to treat me now? Like few days ago where he became a shelter ? Or like the day before that like a total stranger? But the question was, would i be able to hold myself back if that was shelter that was offered.
Keeping all these thoughts aside, i said,
" Come in " giving him the space to move in the apartment, i lately found myself calling ours giving equity to ownself .

As he walked without a word, i followed him from behind. But he stopped when he saw Jungkook on the couch, hand full of snacks.
" Y/N.. who is it? " he said still looking at the screen.
I stood beside Jimin as he was staring at Jungkook with a frown. Then, he looked at me with the similar look maybe confused, maybe disbelieve, maybe nothing but curiousity.
I looked back at Jungkook.
" Dr. Park .. "
With that he snapped his head at us and stood up bowing.
After an awkward moment, Jimin stated.
" I came for the check up " his tone cold. That made me hurt and at ease at the same times. At ease bacause the warm one was enough for me to cross those broad engraved lines.