His Medicine

8. New Friend

Jimin P.O.V.

I couldn't tell the time but at some point of the night, i could feel some weight shifting on my side and strong smell of alcohol brushed my nostrils. It must be Sara. I pretended to me asleep. But suddenly, i could feel her cold hands brushing under my shirt. I turned back at her in disbelief. She was looking totally wasted, but she had a unfriendly smirk on her face.
" What are you doing? " i said removing her hands.
She didn't say anything just leaned down and started kissing my neck. I yanked her my holding her shoulder.
" what the hell!! Go to sleep " but she didn't quite move but again brushing her hands down my abdomen with the same smirk.
" Jimin.. make me feel good.. "
I couldn't help but to feel disguisted at her words. There hadn't been a night when she didn't accuse me of something I'd never done and now she wanted me to please her.

I removed her hands from my body and held them tight.
" No.. we're not doing anything like that until everything is on good terms. "
Yes, it had been while since we had been connected physically. She had always been like that, always being insecure and nagging me. And now suddenly, how she expect something like that?
" I don't care if you don't want !! I want so you'll do it!! " and with that she put her hands on my belt unbuckling it.
My mind was a mess, all the negativities consuming my mind. Deep inside i felt abandoned.
I was stressed, i was clumsy. When her hands started rubbing my crotch, i closed my eyes unsure what to do.
As i closed my eyes, what i could see made my heartbeat even faster.
I could see Y/N... how she was looking at me few hours ago, how her smooth soft skin felt under my lips.
I could feel my senses being awaken.
As i opened my eyes, my eyes wanted to find her. But she wasn't there, Sara was there taking her shirt off.
I could feel something inside of me crushing. Having my wife in front me, wanting me and here i was expecting someone who broke my heart into millon pieces.
I was feeling like a cheater.
I couldn't do it anymore. I grabbed her hands and pushed her at my side. She murmured something underneath her breath and then passed off.
I grabbed the blanket and covered her up.

I hate you Y/N..
You made me feel like that!!

Flashback

Things were going well between me and Y/N.. our love for each other was the best thing i could ever ask for, but lately we had not been meeting too much. My dream of being a doctor was really giving be a hard time. I missed her, i wanted her every second of my life by me.
I wanted to give her a surprise.
So, i brought a few flowers she loved and thought of spending the evening together. Watching a romantic movie, her head on my shoulder, my arms around her, her breath on my neck, occasional kisses. Perfect.. she's prefect for me. I love her like crazy, i was afraid what was i going to do if she wasn't there by me.

As i got out of the car, i didn't knock the door. I peeked through the window and wanted to see what she'd been doing. Watching her  secretly was my type of admiration.
But as my eyes found her, i stood there in shock.
She was on her couch with her head over a shoulder, a broad one and his arms were around her. Perfect just like my dream but he wasn't me. The flowers slipped out of my hands. They were giggling and she looked so happy with him.
Did she find someone better than me?
The thought made my knees trembling and i fell on the ground, tears running out of my eyes.
I ran towards my car and running towards nowhere. Suddenly, my phone went off.
Sara, that was.
I answered her and told her everything and she invited her to her home.
She was a friend and really warm to me.
I reached her home, didn't say a word.
" Jimin, i should have told you the truth before but i couldn't see you broken "
" You knew it!"
" I'm sorry, Y/N is my bestfriend but I've to tell you the truth. She's been saying this that you've not been giving her proper time and love she deserved. She'd been upset and then she met this guy. I think she'd started liking him"
My anger was making me groan out of frustation and insecurities.
" i loved her with all my might!! And she chose someone else!! I was not good enough " with that i bursted into tears.
And then to my surprise, Sara kissed me. I was in shock, it felt so wrong but her comfort,  i needed it.
" Don't worry Jimin, I'm always by your side"

End of flashback

Y/N P.O.V.

As i opened my eyes, it was already morning. As my senses came back, i remembered last night. When Jimin came out of nowhere and i ran into him like he's mine. I wanted to control myself but the comfort, the warm that he made me feel was too much to control.
He was so gentle with me, he made me feel like he's mine. I was someone to him after this long time. I was guilty, i was happy.
But then i remembered his words from the last day at hospital.
It's my duty as a doctor to take care of his patients.
But that's what i was.. just a patient. But why so warm with me Jimin? You made me so confused, at times you're so cold that i freeze out and times you are so warm like the summer.
As i made my way to the living room, i saw Jisoo in the kitchen and with her was the man or maybe boy from last night.
Calm down Y/N..
Don't be wasted again.
Sensing my presence, the boy looked at me and then starting walking towards the door.
I never felt that guilty in my life, he was leaving because of me.
" Please.. don't leave because of me " i said looking at him.
I never got a chance to look at him close yesterday, but now looking at him this close, i could tell he's a really handsome man. His broad structure with beautiful doe eyes and sharp features. And from his actions, it felt he's one gentleman.
He was looking down at me shocked.
Suddenly, Jisoo turned at me.
" Y/N , I'm sorry for last night. I'd forgotten about that fact. But Jungkook won't come again. You're safe. I promise you. "
Jungkook was his name.
" You don't need to apologise. I should be the one apologizing. I just messed up again. I'm sorry Jungkook " i said looking at him.
He just seemed like hesitated.
Then, to my surprise, he smiled widely that resembled a bunny. So innocent. He expanded his hands at me.
" I'm Jungkook. "
I was debating then ended up shaking his hands.
" I'm Y/N " i said slightly bowing.
" So, you were saying sorry right? So you're ready to make it up for me? " with that he smiled even more brightly.
This smile somehow calmed me down.
" Yes, I'm " i said looking at Jisoo who was smiling brightly as usual.
" Be my friend? "
He said raising his brows waiting for my answer.
" Yes, I'll be " i said slightly smiling not willing to make him sad.
He smiled widely.
" Okay, so you guys carry on.. I'm going late. "
I just nodded.
She left after hugging me, leaving me and Jungkook.
I was feeling a little awkward since i didn't even know him but he seemed like had a different.
" Do you mind if you make a coffee for me? I've heard you made great coffee .. pleaseee"  and with that he started making cute faces.
I couldn't help but to chuckle.
" Sure.. " and with that i went to the kitchen suddenly feeling light hearted.
Jungkook was by my side, making me laugh with his silly faces, jokes.
I laughed whole heartedly after so many times to even count.

But time to time, i couldn't help but to think of Jimin. Just the thought of him made my mind with so many emotions at the same times.
Jungkook was with me with the whole day. It was quite unusual how i could feel at ease with him. He had that aura around him. I was sure Jisoo told him everything about me but not once for a second he made me feel like victim. He was being as usual with me.

He left and once again i was alone. I sat on the window side seat admiring the night view of the city. Seoul, the heart of the country, where i was born and lived happily with my mother. Jimin was my friend since I'd known what was friendship was but he was always more than a friend to me, then one day to my surprise he confessed . I got everything. Then, i lost everything. And him, he made me a mess, made me an animal, wasted. Everytime i remembered him, my nerves started jumping. I wanted to feel normal again, i didn't knew if that was going to happen again.

Suddenly, the door opened, revealing a tired Jisoo but the smile was plustered on her face. I loved her positivity, i could see my younger self on her.
" Hey, Y/N.  "
" Hey, you look tired. I'll make you some coffee "
" Thanks but are you okay? "
I nodded.
After eating our dinner, we talked a lot. How many patients did she handle, how did she talk with a little kid, how Dr. Park did a difficult surgery. I was focused on her stories because somehow i knew, she met Jimin today. Any news from him was eagering to me. I was proud of him, he always wanted to be a doctor, i always used to boost him up when he thought of falling down.
Then, Jisoo told me that actually Jungkook was the boy she liked. I felt very happy for them, i knew Jungkook was a good person. I wanted to see them happy.

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