His Medicine

7. Tears

Jimin P.O.V.

My focus was on the road. The destination should be my home, but my exhausted body was not in the state on confronting Sara, who God knew might come up with next time. I could never understand what made her think like that about me. I never did anything to make her feel like that.
She was a good friend. She loved me when i was broken. I always appreciated her love and support. I married her yet she thought i could cheat her. Was i not good enough to feel her secure ?
I tried to lie myself but that's not the major thing that was making me restless. After Jisoo told me about Y/N, i became like that. Thinking of her being that was making my inside shake like crazy. Was sending her with Jisoo a good decision? Indeed. I didn't want to confront her. Everytime she looked at me with those eyes full of tears, i couldn't think straight, my nervous system started falling here and there. I told myself over and over that I hated her, she should never my priority but her fragile figure on the hospital bed or on my arms concealed all rational logics.
Deep inside my heart, i found myself asking secretly, if Sara's accusations beared any truth.
No.. I couldn't think of anything like that.
I only love her and that's it.
It had been a few hours spending in this park, it hold many memories. Memories of good days.

" Jimin, eat your own. I can't share my icecream. "
" But Y/N, your one tastes more sweet"
" Why? "
" Because... because it touched your lips "
" Ahhh!!! You pervy!!!! "

A chuckle escaped my throat but it was too forbidden to come out.

Suddenly, my phone went off.
Jisoo?
My heart skipped a bit, possibilities of something horrible was rushing through my mind.
" Hello.. Dr. Park where are you?!" Just from her tone i could feel that coming.
" Is Y/N all right? " i tried to act normal but how could i when my around started going up and down.
" I'm really scared. She saw my friend and again had a panic attack, then she locked herself in her room. If you could co.. "
I cut the phone throwing it inside my pocket and ran to my car starting the engine.

The distance seemed longer than usual.
Damn! It's all my fault!!
I shouldn't have let her leave!!
How insensitive of me!! Why couldn't i be mature once in my life!!
I promised her i wouldn't let anything happen to her! I would protect her!!
Damn Jimin!!
Damn you!! You useless piece of shit!!

As my vision met Jisoo's home, i got out of the car running out towards her. I knocked and it opened instantly. Looking around i found Jisoo sitting on the couch with her friend consoling her.
As i rushed to them , they both looked at me.

" Stay away from her!! " he looked shocked at my words. But i was too clumsed to think anything else.
" Where's Y/N! "
" Dr. She's in the room. " said Jisoo with a tone being almost on the verge of crying showing a room end of the hall.

I ran to the door and knocked twice.
To my surprise, the door opened.
Suddenly, my heart started shaking, my hands started trembling.
My mind was drawing different pictures of how i was going to find her inside the room making me restless.

With sloppy steps, i proceeded.
As i stepped inside the room, a sigh of relief escaped my dry throats.
She was standing on the middle of the room with her back facing me. Her beautiful smooth hair falling up to the middle of her back, the soften of them suddenly made my heart ache.
Whoever did this to you... I swear he'll suffer Y/N.
Little sobs filling the whole room.
All my guts wavered me as i remembered our last conversation.
I still could picture her hurted face with her doe eyes looking at me in disbelief, the same from that day when we parted our days.
Why were you that hurt Y/N? You were supposed to be happy. That's what you wanted after all.