His Medicine

6. Panic

It was merely ten to fifteen minutes and it felt like eternity looking at my whole reflection on the mirror of the hospital room I'd been for almost 4 months, though i remember only the last few weeks. As i was looking at the mirror, i could see a girl wearing a polo shirt with a lose sweat pants on the bottom with a crutch to hold on for support. It had been much time wearing anything other than the blue woven provided by the hospital. The more i looked at the girl, the more i could see the void deep inside her eyes.
From the mirror, i could see on the other hand, Jisoo was happily humming a melody while going through some papers.
Suddenly she peeked through the files and met me through the mirror.
" You look beautiful Y/N.. "
I curved my lips to satisfy her but that didn't  reach my eyes.
" Are you ready? " she said walking in my direction.
" Yes.. i think so " i turned.
" Okay, just wait . I'll inform Dr. Park that we're going. I also took a day off to help you settle up. "
As she finished, she didn't even wait for my reply and rushed to the door before cracking it open.
No... not him.
Not again..
But be strong Y/N. That was the last time, just bare with it.
As i placed myself on the bed, the door again opened. But there was no sign of the doctor, only appeared a bright Jisoo.
" All things are done. Now let's go home "

Unknown P.O.V.

" Boss, our team are working hard. We're confident that we're gonna find her soon. "
As the words left his mouth, i could feel my nerves burning and punched the desk hard in front of me.

" I don't give a shit what kind of work you'll are doing!! I want her!! Safe and sound!! If not you'll would be so done!! "
" Yes Boss, I'll come back with good news " and with that he left.
I looked at the photo frame on my desk, your smiling brightly.
" You're so beautiful baby, but I'm sorry I'll have to teach you a good lesson when you come back. You should be punished for denying my love for you and trying to escape while i do everything for you.. just wait Y/N.  You'll come back to me again and you'll regret the things that you've done. " and with that a smirk made it's way to my lips.
" My beautiful Y/N... "
" You better not do anything stupid because you know how much i love you and what level could i go for you, right? "

Back to Y/N P.O.V.

As we entered the apartment, it instantly gave me a comfortable aura just like Jisoo. It was small with a small living area attached with the kitchen and two rooms on the end of the area. For some reasons, even this small house felt like home.
And with that, Jisoo helped me to get into my room. After that, we sat ourselves into the couch and she made us coffee. She was so nice to me that she didn't even let me help her with the dinner.
We had our dinner.
We were talking and laughing after her silly jokes. She had the power to lightened up my mood.
But my mind was full of questions and insecurities. Where to start from now? I couldn't just sit into this apartment. I should help Jisoo and at least pay her maybe some rent. I knew she would feel offended from that i had to do something. But the big bone of the way was him. He must had been looking up for me, i couldn't take any risk of getting caught. What to do now?
As those thoughts made me slowly drift into sleep.

Pair of large hands slowly making their appearance under the fabric of my shirt. Suddenly the movement stopped and followed by hard slap on the bare skin. The sensation of terror and discomfort spread to my cells making my adrenaline to rush. Then suddenly, a pair of wet lips caressing the delicate skin of my neck. The movement of the hands began going up and down but finally resting on my breast just to rip of the fabric covering it.
From the slightest touch i could recognize it, him.
Please stop it..
I wanted to say it loud but i even couldn't even feel my lips parting like my whole body got paralyzed.
Every kiss, every suck , every bite gave nothing but strong adverse feelings. Terror, disgust, unfavorable intuition making me want to run away. But i even couldn't feel my legs let alone moving.
As the hands kept going down on the button of the pant harshly.
Please stop this.
Noo... don't do this again.
Please..
Short sobs and whimpers coming out of mouth .
Was he back?
" Y/N... "