Domino's (BTS Jin x reader)

9. Oh Jin Will be the death of me...

I think, at first, he felt as if it was important to make amends. As if it was important to rest his own mind that he had made things right and has been forgiven for his actions. He's so different from when we first met it shocks me when I really think about it. I'm not sure what changed but I know for sure it's a vast improvement from before. 

I feel myself change, I wake up happier, I'm less frustrated at work, I daydream more than the average person and its not about donuts anymore but more about him and what he'll do next to make my heart go wild. I noticed, I stopped looking at every one around me as I breeze through my life. I don't look at other men although I barely even look where I'm going because all I think about is when I will see him next.

He is what I never had, what I never got to experience before. He is the type of guy I didn't even know that existed anymore. He will do all the cliche stuff like buy you flowers and shower you with compliments. At first I thought Jin was only doing it to try to make me blush or stop me holding a grudge against him but I see the change in him too. He looks me deeply in the eyes when he talks to me, he tries to impress every chance he gets and he tries to see me every chance he gets. 

A new thing he's been doing lately is calling me for silly reasons like, "did you see the rain this morning" or "I was wondering if you have my pen", for an excuse to talk for hours on end, constantly laughing about the dumbest things and making the cheesiest jokes. My attitude isn't the reason for my troubles at work now, it's my long conversations with him and how late I come back from lunch breaks after going on dates with him.

I don't feel the need for him to make anything official or label what we are, I'm perfectly happy right now. 

I knew I liked him after the first time he took my breath away, he had brought me to his place and we both made pizza out of scratch together. Turns out the guy is a culinary god and is a certified chef. He plans to open a restaurant one day, he had made me fall for another one of his traps just to impress me. I knew how well we clicked when we went for wine and cheese with his Country Club buddies just to annoy and pester them with dad jokes to the point that they all left and it was just me and jin dying in laughter. I knew we were meant to be when we got drunk just to rent out an entire box set of Audrey Hepburn's hits and watched 'Roman Holiday' and 'Funny Face' till sunrise. The thing that made us so great was that he didn't expect anything from me nor did I from him.

 We are content with how we are, never asking the other to change. 

I never fully show how truly crazy about him I am, I try to keep a calm outer shell and to bite back with snappy comebacks which were getting worse and worse the more I spent time with him. I was becoming soft and I didn't mind one bit. If he truly knew how soft I had become his ego would be right up there with god.

I've had past relationships in college but never this intense, never this fulfilling, they were never this caring. I was convinced then that by the time I'm thirty I would just invest in my first cat and start yoga classes with the neighborhood moms.

Sometimes when I feel my heart beat so fast because of him I question if I'll make it out of this one alive.

"Helloooo earth to Y/N. Listen carefully, I have a meeting in five so I need you to set up the projector in the third conference room and get Americano's for the entire marketing team", my Manager says after snapping me out of my trance state.

Oh Jin will be the death of me...

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