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I've been noticing that our little family is growing, some of you are from Australia and the Netherlands!
That's so cool, comment where you are from!
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'In the dark'- Camila Cabello
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I stare at the clock watching it get slower and slower and the ticks getting louder and louder, or so it seems. This what I seemed to boring myself with the past ten minutes. I was eager to leave work more than usual today, not only was there no work due to today being a bank holiday, so no staff was here but I also hadn't met Jin on my way to work this morning so I was desperate to see him for our usual lunch 'dates'.
God was I becoming needy.
It was finally one and I leap out of my chair overdramatically, I see my few colleagues give me looks but I'm too relieved to care at the moment. I go to the cloak room to put on my coat and scarf already aware of the cold autumn weather and the consequences of not caring about it. Jin was waiting outside leaning against the boot of his car, punctual as usual.
He's lucky I'm not the one picking him up or else he'd be waiting for quite a while.
I slide into the car, this had become routine for us to spend my lunch breaks doing whatever activity he had planned for the time being. As we buckle our seat belts and and drive out of the Business parking lot I become curious on what he had in store.
"So what are we doing today? Jumping off a building, maybe flying a plane, discovering a planet with NASA", I joke with him facing the side of his head as he drove. I wanted to outline the symmetry with my fingertips, I wanted to be closer. He laughs lightly while taking a right to the central city.
He was so good looking it hurt. How was I this lucky to even know him?
"No, no discovering planets today. I thought maybe we could just chill."
I gasp theatrically.
"Chill? Oh my, say it ain't so! Are you perhaps running out of grand schemes?" I pester him as I lean closer to him now directly next to the side of his face. It was probably dangerous to be doing this to a driver in a moving vehicle but the feeling of content that I felt when he laughed made it very worth it.
"There's plenty more where that came from but I thought just for today we could just chill and talk, doesn't sound too bad now does it?" he said in a convincing tone. I was now facing straight again and sitting down normally.
"Well you'll be pleased to know I love chilling and I love talking so you are in the clear for today." I nod, teasing him.
"Oh thank god, I was about to have a heart attack!", I loved when we joked around like this. I felt understood that he was someone as weird as me. We both relaxed when with each other we forget about all the problems in the world.
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We had both order our drinks at quite a desert cafe which was surprising since it was lunch hours. Mine was a strong and aromatic Americano as I knew I still had to get through the rest of the work day after this, while his was a sugary invention of sorts topped with whipped cream. The difference said a lot, it was almost like he was my sugary escape sometimes.
"You know we never talk about serious topics, what if we get close and realise the other is complete extremist Psycho?", Jin says sitting in front of me in the booth we picked at a cosy corner.
"Oh dear, I'd run for the hills", I say as my eyebrows raise at his imaginations. Although he was telling the truth, so far our relationship had been lighthearted and easy.
"Okay then ask away, what serious question would like to ask me?", I continue.
"Prepare yourself!" He warns me.
I fake shake with fear and raise my cup to take a sip of my beverage.
"Okay, so what do you think about Aliens?"
I burst out in laughter and can no longer contain the coffee in my mouth. Little speckles go everywhere from the table dividing us, my blouse to Jin's face.
Aren't I ladylike...
"Babe I don't think this is what guys mean when they say 'spit on me' ", Jin retorts while wiping his chin with a wipe. I blush furiously and hit his arm earning a laugh from him.
"You werido"
"Back to our very serious discussion remember?", he urges me to come back to present time.
"Oh aliens huh? Well I mean it would be quite conceded to think that we are the only beings alive out of all the galaxies out there. I don't think they'd appreciate us envisioning them as we do, I'm sure they aren't that ugly", I emphasise the 'that'.
"I'm glad we are on the same page I mean, it would have been a total deal breaker otherwise"
"Totally", I agree.
"Oh I have another one that I've been dying to ask!"
"Go on", I say rolling my eyes seeing how excited he gets at just simple conversations.
"Why are you vegetarian?"
This one shocks me slightly more since it's a touchy subject to start with people, everyone has there own opinion and I'd hate to have a full blown fight over something this small.
"Well I just personally felt that I couldn't get myself to eat something that wasn't mine, its not my flesh or choice to decide the fate of these animals. I think it disturbs the natural cycle of life", I say carefully not push any buttons by mistake.
"I respect that", he said with a side smile.
Another thing that I'm falling for, his open mindedness to almost everything.
"Okay I have one!", I exclaim ready to ask.
"Oh yay! I love when you get excited" he said slightly bouncing in his seat.
"Well, what did you think when Bin Laddin got assassinated?", his eyebrows scrunch immediately at the question.
"What do you mean what do I think? The disgusting f*ck deserved it", Jin says shaking his head leaning back in his seat.
"I know, I know. I'm not some peace hippie but don't you think it was cruel to even decide someones death just like he did, why burdened some solider's mind to have to kill him. My point is he should have rotted in jail for what he did, should have had to live with himself and his thoughts until he expired. I think it would have shown the world isn't scared of any terrorist. If we had finally gotten the opportunity to find him, if we had gotten that far why put blood on hands now. Why put blood on the world's hands?"
"Huh, I never thought of it like that", he mumbles look down, soaking in everything I said.
"The world just needs to be thorough with their actions, everything has consequences. That's all I think"
"I respect that."
"Good because it would have been a total deal breaker otherwise", I joke to lessen the tensity.
I think Jin got the serious he wanted. I feel a new found trust in him, the ability to freely express ourselves with each other. Something I now know is very important to have.
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