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TAEHYUNG: THE TRUTH UNTOLD

TAEHYUNG

I took a shaky breath trying to calm the beating of my heart against my rib cage, as I opened my eyes, I was standing infront of the garden. I wore my mask again today to go see you.

I hesitated for a moment to enter. The path looks empty and I was about to enter when I heard your voice from behind me.

'I though you won't come back. I'm glad to see you here again. What are you doing out here, come in! I planted a new flower yesterday when you left, wanna go see it.'

You held the end of my fingers and pulled me in with you. My heart thumping loudly in my chest, I am afraid of this feeling.

My heart feels heavy. I really want you but you and I are not suitable together. I need to wake up from this impossible dream.

'What do you think of this flower? Isn't it beautiful?'

You smiled, as your hand gently brush the flower petals and held it delicately against your chest.

'hmm, they are beautiful, so, so beautiful.'

So are you.

I smiled, staring at your hands that is holding the flower.

How much I am holding myself back to hold your hand.

'I have something to sayㅡ

You sounded nervous as your hands slowly falls down to your side and your eyes glisten in the moonlight, staring deeply at me. Please don't tell me thatㅡ

Your voice sounded faint and I was in a trance. I couldn't hear anything you said or did I pretended not to hear you.

A smile displayed on your face and I turned my back on you. I can't give you an answer.

Don't call me, there is no name for you to call. Stop it before I lose myself.

You back-hugged me and I felt your warmth against my cold body. My heart thump loudly, this is dangerous.

'I'm sorry, I can't show you me, I can't give you me. Throw those feelings you have for me away.'

Your hug tightens around my waist as the words left my lips. You stood infront of me and held my hands.

'I know you feel the same way as me. Why are you acting like you don't? You are precious to me and i like you the way you are. You don't have to change anything about yourself, you don't have to show me everything of you, I'm happy just you by my side. Stay here with me in this garden.'

Your eyes softened into a smile.

'Don't smile on me. Don't light on me. Don't call me, there is no name for you to call. I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow.'

'I will wait for your answerㅡ

'Throw all those meaningless feelings you have for me. I'm not someone you really want.'

I really want you.

'If you don't, I won't come to see you again.'

I'm afraid. I don't deserve you. I'm ugly.

I regretted my decision that night. I shouldn't have walked away, leaving you by yourself. I should have stayed there with you. Even just for a minute, I should have made you happy but, I was too late.

The next morning, I heard the news from the neighbors. The tragic accident that happened to you.

You were in a hit-and-run accident and it took your life away.

I was too late. Im sorry.

Tonight, I went to the garden again, memories of you flooded my mind and I cried harder, hitting my chest, blaming myself.

I build a sand castle and hung myself with the broken mask on.

It's my fate. I can't be happy.

A/n: hello~ It's been awhile, I haven't been updating this book for awhile now, sorry. I hope you like this ^^