The morning sun shines so brightly as I try to open my eyes , almost blinding me, where am I ? I ask myself ,
it takes a moment before I gain consciousness,
I feel a striking headache , ouch I feel terrible, I slowly remember how my night had gone, I turn to see someone lying beside me, who tf is this , Cynthia? Shit! Shit! No fucking no! I never intended to sleep with her yet, I planned on rejecting her
Now i know what I was trying to remember yesterday , my fucking rule
Shit! I just broke one of my rules
I don't make love to a chick the same day we meet,
I'm pissed
"Hey!" I say poking her roughly ,
She slowly opens her eyes , yawns as she stretches in the most clumsy way
"Morning baby" she says
Damn
"Wtf did you just call me? Well never mind I don't wanna hear it again ,get dressed, you need to leave , your so disgusting , like get tf out of here before I throw up all over, I can't believe I slept in your stinking arms" I say harshly ,
I know I'm over reacting
I know I have no right to chase her out like this , this isn't my house or my private room but right now, I don't fucking care,
I'm pissed
That's all that matters
"Uhm I'm sorry, I thoug..h..tt, we were go..o..d..." She stutters
"Yuk! Good my butt, listen up , I only slept with you last night because you looked like a fucking soaked puppy seeking desperately for my attention, so don't you fucking get ideas!" I blast
She slowly stand up from the bed, sobbing as she retrieve her scattered piece of clothes from the floor, she hurriedly put them on ,
still sobbing she stares at me for a short moment,
I'm looking down at my phone, I don't bother to spare her a glance, she scurries out of the room.
"Pheew!" I sigh in relief, I feel terrible, I'm wonder how much I drank yesterday, I turn on my phone, I have 15 voicemail,
I don't bother listening to them, I delete them all.
Arrgh
I'm tired , the sooner this holiday comes to an end , the better
I hate how I feel right now ,
I sluggishly put on my clothes and head out of the night club, a lot of people are all over the floors, most still sleep , most drunk, a few already having a hang over,
eww
The smells cause an uncomfortable stir in my stomach
I hurriedly walk out before I do something embarrassing, I will have to stop by a drug store to buy drugs ,
I feel like I could fall any time soon
I feel fucking fucked up!
Damn.
(Hey guys I'm sorry, this chapter is kinda short, I've been busy, but I promise to make the next chapter longer, lyssm❤,
Please forgive my errors too , I haven't really had time to edit them
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