Youth's POV
I just confessed to Susan , I don't know if she believes me but I wish she does , I really need her in my life , she looks speechless but I want her to say something , anything I'll be glad if she should just say something,
Just then a car drives in , a man steps out, Mr jerk
I should just have him assassinated and I can have Susan for my self, okay now I'm going crazy thinking about murdering someone all because of Susan!
The things she makes me want to do ,
"Suz love, not Ready yet" he asks
Arrgh did he just call her love, It takes all the strength in me not to punch him in the face
Okay , I have no right to do that, he's her boyfriend so I should respect that,
Respect my ass
"Hey jay, gimme 5mins " she replies ,
He turns to me just realising I was there
" hey man, mind if I steal her?" he asks me
Is he serious or is he mocking me? He seems pretty easy going for her boyfriend, if I was in his shoes I won't let any other man come anywhere close to my woman
I think he just trust her very much
I decide to ignore him, and he doesn't seem offended, he goes back into his car and sits down and I'm thankful , Susan turns to me
"I'm sorry youth, its all too much, I can't think now , I can't promise to think about it, I don't think I'm ready" Susan says softly expertly avoiding my eyes ,
she turns to go inside but I hold her hands and turn her to face me
I can't believe what I'm about to do , I grab her by her waist and claim her lips in mine, i kiss her hungrily, she looked stunned but, thankfully she didn't fight me, our tongues intertwine , believe me I have never felt smitten by a kiss, this is just heavenly, I savoured the moment till she broke it I looked down at her to see tears swelling up in her eyes , oh no, don't cry , I shouldn't have done that but I'm not thinking straight,
I just kissed her under the watchful eyes of her boyfriend, I'm still surprised he hasn't stormed out and given me an earthquaking blow on my face, because that would have been my reaction if I were in his shoes, does he really love her? Or is he too shocked to move from his car
I hope I haven't placed her in a difficult situation,
But if he decides to break up with her because of this I don't mind doing it over and over again along as long as she allows me ,
She untangles my hands from her waist
"Susan I'm sorry , I didn't mean..."
"Go home youth" she says cutting me short her voice so low , I could barely hear what she said
I want to stubbornly hold onto her , but I do not wish to worsen the situation, I walk back to my car, across the road, her taste still lingers in my mouth, I sit in my car,as the memory of the kiss keep replaying in my head , I'm feeling angry , sad , hurt, bittered
I hate to be vulnerable to this feelings ,
I stare at her house, Mr jerk steps out of his car and goes into her house , I wait for another 1hour , just looking lost, they don't come out , i thought they planned on going out, i guess i must have uttered their plan, its 9pm already, the pain in my chest and my stomach reminds me to go home and rest , I turn on my car and drive ,
I can't let her go,
She's mine I know it sounds creepy but I just need to have her for myself.
Susan's POV
Youth had taken me unawares by kissing me, I was beyond stunned, that was my first kiss , if I had know it would have felt that way I would have had several kisses in time past,
I'm speechless, my knees are weak from the kiss, I can barely stand straight , tears starts swelling up in my eyes, I try my best to stop it but it cascades down , I hate to be vulnerable ,
I untangle his hands from waist
I look in his eyes to see hurt
"Susan I'm sorry , I didn't mean to...."
I'm weak, utterly dumbfounded
"Go home youth" was all I could mutter,
I needed space, space to breath, with him standing there I was breathless
I saw his hesitation but then he left, I wished he wouldn't but I asked for it.
I staggered inside leaving my door a jar opened
Thankfully Jake came in, I needed someone
"Now that was an interesting movie" Jake says playfully as he joins me inside , closing the door behind him,
"Jay I feel butterflies in my stomach" I say softly , he grins and sits besides me on the couch, i curl up and lean into him and he holds me close,
"My little naive kitten just experienced her first kiss, this should be a moment of celebration not for sulking" Jake teases , and I swat his arm,
"Haha Isn't he the guy you said you hated, tell me about him, he seemed pretty serious, I could tell he doesn't like me too" Jake says laughing softly
I laugh too, as I tell him all about youth, how I felt about him, my fears
" the guy I saw back there looked like he fucking meant what he said , besides if he didn't you can count on me to beat up his ass for you, and i really think you should go for his party, come on girl, you're young live a little" Jake says and I laugh ,
Even if Jake was right I don't think I'm ready to be in a relationship right now , I had to take care of my dad , I wanted to spend every moment with him, even if the thought that he was dying ripped my heart apart,
My appointment in bransheight is going to end in a week time , so after I leave I might probably never see youth again, the thought of it saddens me but it a relief too. about the party, I dunno
"So I guess no more movies?" Jake asks
"Nah" I reply, I no longer feel like going out ,
"Okay then, let's just order pizza and stay indoors , use my iPad and search a movie on Netflix, and we could have our movies in here" we both laugh , he picks his phone and orders pizza while I search for a movie we could watch,
Thank God for blessing me with a loyal and understanding friend like Jake.
I don't know how I will face my remaining week at bransheight but I'll pull through,
I think I'd have to go for that party, and I'm gonna need a dress.
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#party in my dorm💃
Haha who else is in the mood to party?
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