Susan's POV
We stay quiet, treasuring the moment ,
Youth makes me feel better in every way, his simple words had just healed my sour heart
"Suz?" Youth says breaking the silence
"Yes" I mutter with my head still resting on his chest ,
"Can I ask you a question ?" Youth says, and I suddenly feel a bit nervous , what is it he wants to ask me
"Yeah sure" I reply
"Do you love your boyfriend?" He asks, I'm confused what's he talking about? What boyfriend?
"I don't get " reply as I sit up
"I'm sorry I asked, its none of my business, never mind" youth says apologetically
"No no, it's fine, I don't just get the question because I don't have a boyfriend" I say calmly , and youth looks at me surprisingly
I wonder what is going through his head
"Oh, but who was that guy , I met at your house the other day?" He asks puzzlingly
Is he talking about Jake?
"That was Jake , my best friend, I've know him for 6yrs" I reply amusingly
" shit i'm an ass , i'm sorry for talking to you like that the other day, i was really eager to put on my best behaviour , then you didn't show up, I couldn't reach you , and next I see you with him, I was jealous, I know I don't have the right to be , I'm sorry suz I thought he was , you know..."
"Shhhh" I hush, cutting him of, as I lean in and kisses his lips, I don't know what's wrong with me or where I got the guts to do that , I can tell youth is stunned, but he kisses me back hungrily, still kissing me he lifts me up like I weighed nothing from where I had been sitting beside him, and places me on his laps ,
I snake my arm around his neck and he deepens the kiss, next he kisses my neck and slowly plants kisses on my face
I'm loosing my mind, I can't control what's happening to me, what I feel is beyond this world
"You whore!" I hear unmistakable voice say and I'm forced to break the charming moment, I jump out of youths lap, landing on my injured feet , and i yelp out in pain ,
Youth rushes over to me , and we both turn to see who had intruded,
Dennis its just had to be her ,
She stands there staring at me angrily, I can see the hatred in her eyes,
I don't what to believe, is she truly youth's girlfriend ? Gosh she's right, I'm a whore, I'm behind doors kissing someone else boyfriend, damnit! Susan damn it!
Youth leaves me and stands to his feet to face Dennis
"The door was closed for a reason you know, so deranged people like you can bloody knock!" Youth growls
I shake at the sound of youth voice, he looks really angry, I'm quite impressed at Dennis ability to remain unshaken
She doesn't say anything she cast her glance away from youth just stands there glaring evilly at me,
The moment is so tense, I don't know what to do with myself, without thinking I stand up , limping on one foot, I retrieve my heels from where youth had kept them,
Youth turns to look at me, he's still angry but he calms down as he looks at me " where do you think you're going?" Youth ask
"Uhm Jake and Carla should be looking for me, I'll just leave you two...."
"You're staying, Dennis leave now!" He barks looking at Dennis , she fumes like a swollen doughnut and storms out of the room banging the door behind her to emphasize her anger ,
"You didn't have to do that youth , I don't know what she's done, but she's your girlfriend and she doesn't deserve that" I say softly
And what youth does next is what baffles me, he take one long stride to me , cups my face and kisses me senseless for what felt like an eternity , he breaks the kiss and we both let out our breath,
"How else do you want me to prove that you're are the only woman i want in my life suz, Dennis is not my girlfriend , we dated back in high school but that was the end, there's nothing else going between us I swear, I need you suz, you're In my every thought, I can't do anything right , just be mine please, you can't deny that you don't feel what I feel, I know you do, I know you do suz, this might sound insane or crazy but right now you've gotta give me an answer, look me in the eyes and tell me you don't feel the same way, and I promise i'll walk out of your life and I won't bother you anymore I bloody love you and its frustrating not to know how you feel about me suz , just tell me" youth demands,
This is too much
"Youth this is too much, you can't just put me in a difficult situation I need Tim..."
"I'm serious suz , you've gotta give me an answer now, I've never been this serious in my life, " youth says sternly ,
My heart sinks deeply, hot tears are streaming down my eyes, youth has his eyes trained on me not even blinking for a second, the tension between us is intense,
I can't say I do not feel anything for him , that would be a huge lie, what if I'm making a mistake, and if I choose to take the risk and lie about my feelings , I dread the pain of seeing youth walk out of my life, I don't want that , I need him, but...
"I don't want you out of my life!" I mutter , and without thinking I fling my hand around his neck drawing him down in a kiss
Seconds pass , minutes slides what feels like forever rolls
The feeling is nothing I can describe
"My neck hurts, don't you think you should grow taller so you could kiss me without breaking my neck" youth smirks as he breaks the kiss....
I swat his arm and we both laugh as he kisses me
I've never felt so "not alone" like I feel now...
Don't you just love me😍
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