Part Two

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🐝Beyoncé's Point of View

I woke up at Mama's house because that was where I was staying. Blue still believed I was a ghost and my daughters needed time to get their heads around my actual living existence.

I explained every little detail to my family and to Jay's family because I'd known them since forever. What I needed to do was break it down to my girls because despite their ages and maturity they grew up without me- Blue was two days old when I 'died'.

There was a knock on the door and I gave them permission to come in. Mama opened the door and sat on my bed.

"How was your night?"she asked and I shrugged. It wasn't much of a night because I was tossing and turning afraid that Mathew would come back.

"Mama I'm so sorry,"I apologised.

"Baby you have nothing to be sorry for,"her voice cracked as she held my face. "I'm sorry. I should have protected you,"she sniffed.

"I just want my family back. I need my girls back."

"It'll take time but they'll be glad to have their mom back,"she assured me and I lightly smiled.

"What are you doing today?"I asked her. I wanted to stay locked in for as long as possible. Although I wanted to let the whole world know that Queen Bey had risen, I was scared because a whole load of theories and assumptions would also rise too.

"Uh..not much,"she looked away. I lived with my mom for 18 years; I knew when she was lying.

"Really? The Tina Beyincé I knew always had a plan for every hour of the day,"I joked.

"Well, I'll be going out later on-"

"Where we going?"I interrupted her.

"I am going to a small do that I was invited to but you don't have to come,"she brushed it off.

"No I'd love to-"

"But I said no Beyoncé. Stay at home,"she snapped like I was a little child again.

"Alright, no need to yell,"I rolled my eyes laying back on my bed.

"I'm sorry Bumblebee. I just want you here where I know you're safe. I can't trust your father,"she looked away.

"I understand but I'm really tired,"I pretended to yawn.

"Okay. There's food in the fridge that you can warm up and I left your breakfast on the counter. I'll only be gone for an hour or two. Don't go anywhere,"she warned me.

"Where am I gonna go? I'm dead, remember?"I silently giggled and I looked at Mama who was not laughing. "Sorry,"I held my lips together trying to not burst out laughing.

Mama left my room and I went on my phone to look through my Instagram feed. The only reason I kept Instagram was to see my family. Obviously I left my old Instagram when I 'died' but I made a new one. I saw my husband, daughters and family and although I got to see all their achievements and posts I wasn't there physically and it hurt me.

In half an hour or so I heard Mama leave the house. I knew she was going somewhere but she didn't want to tell me because it concerned me. If it was just a casual party then she would have told me but this was something to do with either me or my family so she didn't want me to come. Either way, I was going.

I gave it ten minutes before I got out of bed and rushed downstairs. Mama always kept a calendar of events and addresses. Growing up it was always in a petite book in the living room.

"Fuck,"I whispered under my breath when fifteen minutes had gone and I still couldn't find it. Mama was a hoarder and she kept any and everything that seemed of value.

I pulled out a black diary with gold writing and opened it to today. I found the address and copied it into Google Maps on my phone so I could find the way later on. As I took the photo two pieces of paper fell out of the diary. I bent down to pick them up; one was a family picture that we took the day I gave birth to Blue and another was a handwritten letter. I frowned as I read the letter and before I even finished it I was engulfed with rage.

I stormed upstairs and got myself ready because I was GOING to attend whatever Mama was attending. I knew I betrayed my family but after this letter I'd been betrayed too.

Once I was finished I took the keys to Mama's pearl white Bentley Continental and took off. The speed limit was 30mph but I was going 35mph which I didn't notice until a cop pulled me over.

"Yes?"I batted my eyelashes at him with an innocent smile. I already knew what I was going to say especially as he was a fine ass man.

"Ma'am you were over the speed limit. May I see your license?"

"Is it really necessary sir? I was just in a rush to somewhere, I honestly didn't know I was over the speed limit,"I crossed my legs and pulled my hair back. I saw his eyes on my breasts and he nodded.

"Just be careful ma'am,"he tipped his hat with a smirk.

"I sure will,"I winked before driving off.

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Author's Notes:

Plot Twist...Mathew confessed five years ago😱

1)did you expect this?

2)would you have expected Jay and ms Tina to do something about this?

3)how do you think Bey will react?

Sorry for the late update x

CBaby_X💋