Part Two

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🐝Beyoncé's Point of View

I'd just finished up at the studio with recording another song. After what TyTy said to me and what happened on that day, I felt it was best to go ahead with the album before I went crazy in my mind. I'd just finished my last single and two were about to drop in a few days. I still wasn't sure what to name the album and although I was trying to do as much as I could before I started showing and I was unable to move around but I was still dedicating time, sweat and effort to my comeback album.

"Mama that was so good! I can literally think of a dance in my head right now,"B.B. moved her body to the beat.

"Well why don't you choreograph this song?"I suggested and B.B. vigorously shook her head.

"Uh Uh Mama, I can't do that."

"B.B. you're choreographing the song. Don't sell yourself short. If you get stuck on it, get your sisters. Three heads are better than one,"I raised my eyebrows at her. She needed to have confidence in herself and she needed to push herself. B.B. could do it- she had the ability to. She just needed to be encouraged and that was the same with all my girls.

"What are you going to name the album?"Blue asked me and I shrugged.

"I don't know. What do y'all think?"I rubbed my stomach as I thought of the child growing inside of me.

"The album mirrors everything that's been going on and everything you've been through. The title should reflect power, strength and moving on,"Bella shared and I nodded smiling at her.

"Bella's right. You've been through hell but you've come out the other side with fire. That's what a queen does,"B.B. pretended to sprinkle some salt on me and we laughed.

"Call it 'Lemonade',"Blue suggested and we all looked at her.

"Why Lemonade baby?"I questioned her crossing my legs.

"YaYa said at her birthday last year that when life gives you lemons, you gotta make lemonade. Life gave you lemons but you're making lemonade mommy. Even though there's a lot of negative stuff going on, you still have your daughters, your businesses, your career and you've got another baby mommy,"I was surprised to hear that coming from a 10 year old Blue. That was one of the wisest things I'd ever heard in my entire life and it was from my babiest baby. I obviously wasn't at YaYa's birthday last year but it sounded like something she'd say and it was very much indeed true. Life gave me lemons but here I was ten years later making lemonade. I was making lemonade.

"Blue! You are so smart!"B.B. clapped sprinkling some seasoning on her baby sister.

"I love that idea. Lemonade...it has a ring to it,"I nodded unable to hide my smile. "Y'all come here, you guys just helped me with my album title,"I stretched my arms out and they came in for a hug.

"As long as you shout me out Mama we good,"Bella said making us laugh.

"Are you going to announce baby girl on Lemonade? When are you going to even tell people?"B.B. asked.

"I'm not sure. Y'all know I like to drop hints and make subliminal messages but I might announce the pregnancy on my first song's video and start the album like that,"I decided.

"But you're barely showing,"Blue pulled up my top to see my stomach.

"That's true but with all three of you I wasn't showing for quite a while, then it got to my second trimester and boom! I can't hide the pregnancy no more because when I'm five months pregnant I look six months pregnant. Y'all are gonna feature in the video though so get prepared,"I warned them.