Part Two

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🐝Beyoncé's Point of View

B.B., Bella and I sung along to Forever Young as we made our way to Oprah's house. They were still off school because of my whole coming back from the dead shit but best believe they were still being tutored everyday and studied because they had exams.

However, because they weren't in school I picked them up from Jay's and I brought them with me to my interview. A lot of people had reached out to me to do an interview but I was already good friends with Oprah and this interview was extremely important. It would be my chance to explain everything to the world and clear everything up. Blue was having a 'Father-Daughter Day' I was told that he spends with each girl. That at least settled my mind a bit because I knew that he wasn't too up on his fake wife and offspring.

"I missed that. We used to sing it like every day,"B.B. rested her head back.

"Momma are you gonna go back to singing?"Bella asked.

"Not right now baby,"I sighed. "I've got my mind on y'all and my businesses. Singing can wait because whether I sing or not the world still gon' know me,"I shrugged and they hyped me up.

We got to Oprah's New York home within twenty more minutes as we'd already been driving for half an hour. When we arrived we were escorted by some of her people to where the filming was taking place.

"Beyoncé! I can't believe it!"Oprah stretched her arms out and I hugged her. The hug lasted for five minutes and I felt tears drop onto my dress.

"It's okay, Oprah,"I giggled wiping her tears.

"I ruined your dress, I'm so sorry. It's just that...what happened really took a toll on us and it was like I lost a big part of me,"she continued to wipe the tears that fell.

"I'm just happy I'm back with my babies once and for all,"I beamed.

"The Carter Girls..B.B. and Bella. Every time I see a picture of y'all I can't stop smiling,"she hugged them both. "Where's Blue?"

"She's with Daddy because it's her Father-Daughter day,"Bella answered.

"Alright. Well you girls get settled. Eat, drink, relax or swim in the pool if y'all want."

"Eat? Don't need to tell me twice,"they ran to the kitchen making everyone laugh.

Oprah's makeup artist and hair stylist added some slight touches to my look before we were ready to start. I told Oprah to just come at me with any necessary questions because I didn't want to hold back.

"So Beyoncé, it's great to see you. I mean..it's a shock to see you!"we shared a laugh and I nodded.

"It's great to see you too. All is almost well. I'm safe and healthy now."

"And where have you been all this time?"

"I was in Mantes-la-Jolie, France. It wasn't the kind of time you would dream of having in France but that's where I was,"I nodded my head.

"So the question everyone wants to know is what happened and why you played dead for ten years. Take your time Bey, because I know it must've been hard away from your husband and children,"she gave me a warm smile.

"Umm..."I looked to my left and saw my beautiful angels quietly coming into the room. "I was heavily pregnant with my last born Blue Ivy when my husband was away on business and I had a meeting regarding my company. My two oldest Gloria Giselle and Mirabelle Amora obviously couldn't come with me to the meeting so my father offered to look after them. I forgot my phone at home so I had to go back but when I didn't hear the girls and I heard moans instead, I knew something was up. That was when I caught my father with another woman in my own home. We started arguing, one thing led to another, and when I told him I was going to tell my mom he threatened me,"I explained the first half.

"And what did you feel at this point?"

"Afraid. Confused. Angry. He told me that if I stayed and told my mom then he would hurt my husband and children. I was a 24 year old pregnant mother of two and I honestly believed him. My father was a very angry, aggressive, abusive man growing up so when he threatened to hurt my family I believed him. I couldn't tell anybody because he was always behind me watching my every move. Not even a week after Blue was born I had to leave to an apartment he made me stay in and he faked an accident."

"But did you not make any attempts to run away or leave?"

"Believe me, I did. He used to show me pictures of my girls to torture me and in 2010 when I tried to book a ticket to go back to New York he found out and locked me in the apartment for six months. It was scary,"a tear slipped from my eye.

"So how did you get out then?"she asked while handing me some tissue.

"I put some toxic in a drink he'd bought and he fell into a coma. I called the ambulance and as soon as they came I left. I couldn't take it anymore,"I wiped my tears as they came streaming down. "Blue was a newborn when I had to leave and now look at her. She's 10 years old,"I sobbed. "B.B.'s turning 18 and Bella's turning 16. I've missed out on so much with them and it hurts me to know that it was my own father who caused it. Yes, there are probably things I could've done to prevent it from going this far but my mother did too when Mathew sent her a letter five years ago and she did nothing,"I tweaked the truth a little. I could've said it was sent to Jay too but I had my daughters to think about. I was getting mine on him though.

"He sent a letter to Ms Tina? Saying what?"Oprah leaned forward.

"He revealed everything practically admitting that I wasn't dead but she ignored the letter. I was at her house last week when I found it,"I breathed slowly.

"But after five years you wouldn't expect a grieving mother to believe her child is still alive. I mean, I'm not a mother but if I buried my child then there'd have to be solid, concrete evidence to make me believe they're still alive."

"Even though Mathew was checking my every move I did try to subtly tell them but they never even thought about."

"So what do you plan to do next Beyoncé?"

"Take back what's owed."