After finishing their senior year strong and preparing to head off to UNC Chapel Hill together can these two keep it together.
DJ is dealing with the struggles of keeping JT happy while balancing college life. When he meets someone he tries his bes...
It's been a few days since I left home and today was the start of winter break. I don't really get any time off since the basketball season is in full swing but I will get to go home for three days before I have to be back for practice.
DJ and I were supposed to ride back home together but we haven't really seen or talked to each other since I left that night. I miss him so much but I just can't deal with his nonchalant attitude he has when it comes to that nigga Brandon. Even tho I trust him I just get this weird feeling when I think of them to being together for long periods of time.
I walk into our apartment and head straight to our bedroom to pack my bags. I think going back home to see my parents is what I need a the moment. As I'm finishing up I hear the front door open and keys hitting the bar top. I roll my eyes because I was trying to get out of here before he got home.
Grabbing the last of my things I needed DJ walks into the room and stops in the door way. Our eyes connect and I can see the hurt and pain in his eyes as he holds our gaze. I quickly look away because I hated seeing him like that. I grab my bags off the bed and start towards the door as DJ stands there blocking me from leaving. With a heavy sigh we stand there staring at each other waiting to see who will say something first. After several seconds which feels like minutes DJ opens his mouth to say something but nothing comes out. His face reads a mixture of confusion, anger and hurt.
"JT I miss you" he says as I see tears welling up on his eyes. I can't do this right now so I move forward hoping that he would move but just like the stubborn ass he is he stands there. "DJ can you let me out please" I asked while stepping forward again. He continues to stand there and reaches for my hand. When his fingers touch mine a feeling I haven't felt since the night we last had sex shot through my body and some of the wall I had built up cracked slightly. Intertwining our fingers together we look into each other's eyes. The tears he was holding back finally spill over as he silently cry's. Leaning forward I give him a kiss and that led us to fucking for a few hours. We laid there in bed with his head on my chest. After a wile I heard a light snore coming from him indicating that he was sleep. I slowly eased my way from the bed and took a quick shower and dressed. Leaning over giving DJ a kiss on the forehead I walk over and grab my bags and leave.
Once in the car I send DJ a text message. Cranking up my car I go connect my phone to the Bluetooth and select my Drake playlist. Pulling out of the complex I head towards the interstate so I can head home to my parents.
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Opening my eyes I realize I'm in bed alone. I can still smell JT on the sheets and it reminds me of what happened here not too long ago. I can't describe the feeling I have right now other than happy. I missed JT's touch, just laying up under him all together wrapped in his strong arms. Stretching I roll over and get out of bed. Seeing my phone laying on the dresser I pick it up to see if I have any missed calls or messages. A few missed calls from my mom and dad, Ryan, and a couple text messages. One, in particular, was from JT. I open it up and my entire mood changed.
DJ, you know how much I love you. These past few days away from you have been hell but I feel like it's needed. I think we need some time apart until we both know what it is we want. I feel like this nigga Brandon has your attention and you don't even realize it. I've been around you long enough to know when something is going on with you and I feel it. I want to be the only person who has your undivided attention. I've already left to head home. I think we should just give each other space over the break and talk once you return from break. Love you forever and always 😘.
After reading JT's message a couple of times I feel so fucking hurt. He's right though something in me does find Brandon intriguing. Getting myself together I take a shower and find some sweats, a shirt, and my hoody and grab my bags. Making sure everything is off and the doors and windows are locked I leave out. Throwing my bags in the trunk I jump in the driver's seat, crank up the car and turn on some music.
Looking down I see I need gas so I head towards the gas station. Going inside to pay for my gas I walk out and bump into somebody. "Watch where you're going" they say and I immediately look up because I know that voice. Standing there smiling at me is Brandon. "Hey Brandon" I say and go to walk away but he grabs my arm. "Wait DJ where you rushing off to bro" he ask with his brow raised. "I'm headed home for break to see my folks. Thanks again for helping me pull my grade up. I really appreciate at" I say as we stand there blocking the entrance to the store. "No problem, I'll do whatever I can to help you anytime" he says and I see a glint of lust in his eyes. "Okay I should get going I need to get home before it gets to late." He pulls me into a hug and the smell of his YSL cologne enters my nose and a small shiver goes down my body. He smells so fucking good. Pulling away from him I tell him I'll see him later and walk to my car and pump my gas. As he goes to pull out of the store he stops right beside of my car and rolls his window down. "Be careful DJ" he says winking at me and pulling away.
Getting back in my car I put on H.E.R vol 2 and hit the interstate. After a 2 hour drive I pull up to my parents house. Getting out I look over and see JT's mom who waves me over. I walk through the yard and give her a hug and a kiss once I reach her. As I'm pulling away JT comes out of the front door and we look at each other. He tells his mom he'll be back in a few and walks right past us without saying a word to me. I sigh and his mom looks at him and then back at me before giving me a puzzled look. I give her a look back letting her know not right now. She catches my drift and doesn't push the issue but tells me to come over for dinner. Because JT's mom isn't one to play with I agree and she pulls me in for a hug. Whispering in my ear she says "everything will be okay babe" and pulls back smiling at me. I just nod and say my goodbyes and walk back towards my car. Grabbing my bags I go inside my parents house. Once I close the door I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and slide down the door with tears running down my face.
"God help me I don't know what to do right now" I say in a low whisper.
Sorry for any mistakes or errors. I didn't proofread 🤷🏾♂️
