Still Blinded

DJ 18.

The smile on his face was huge until my presence took over. Tyson looked at JT as I walked into the living room. JT sat on the couch as Tyson stood looking confused. I was in no mood to play games so I got straight to it. "Would you care to explain why you thought it was okay to grab his dick? Knowing we were together, because you knew right?" I asked Tyson as he looked at JT.

They shared a long stare as I glared at JT, I wasn't sure what it was, but something was odd. His face was tense and he wouldn't give me direct eye contact anymore. "Ooh oh that" Tyson mumbled. "I was just caught up, I..you...." he sighed looking at JT.

"Why y'all keep looking at each other? It's more to this story isn't it" I asked as JT smacked his lips. "You tripping bae" he said getting up. "It's clear Tyson has your dick in his hand still, so I'll ask you Ty. What's the truth? Since his balls seem to be missing" I asked turning my attention to him as he glared at JT.

"Did y'all have sex too?" I asked as they both sat quite before JT stood up. "DJ you're tripping right now and you sound crazy" he said walking up to me. "Don't lie to me JT" I asked biting my lip trying my best to control my anger and emotions.

The unspoken words from Tyson was louder than anything JT was saying. I could feel the pulsing of my heart through my chest and up to the back of my head as my eyes roamed back towards Tyson. "It was a mist-" JT started to say before his head snapped back and he stumbled. Not once did I ever think I'd physically put my hands on JT, but this. He looked at me as I unclenched my fist because I was seconds from beating his ass. He glared at me in disbelief as I tried to calm my breathing.

"I'm going to say this one time and one time only, FUCK BOTH OF YOU. I can't fucking believe this shit. This nigga has been in our house chilling and all this time he's feeling on your dick and shit. Then y'all fucked too? How many times? I swear to GOD one of y'all better start talking before I start swinging."

"DJ it was one time. It happened just recently.. like two days ago" Tyson said looking at me. "Tyson I think you should go" JT spoke up and Tyson looked like he wanted to say something but decided not to. He looked at me and turned to leave but not before I said what else needed to be said. "Tyson stay the fuck away from JT. Only reason I'm not beating your ass right now is because JT did this shit. He knew what was up and although y'all both are fucked up, I'm more pissed at him. Let it happen again... I stepped towards Tyson, and I promise nobody will be able to get me off you."

Tyson smirked and shook his head before turning to leave. Something about that smirk set me off and before I knew it I had punched his ass in head. He stumbled forward and turned at me like he was about to swing, but I mad my next threat clear. "Swing at me and I promise you'll never play ball again in your life." JT quickly got between us and told Tyson to leave. At that moment I didn't know where JT and my relationship stood, but I knew one thing, I was over it. I don't even know if I want to deal with this shit anymore to be honest.

I grabbed my phone and keys from the bar and walked towards the door. But JT blocked me from leaving. "DJ you can't leave here without us talking this out. I'm sorry babe I know I fucked up but please hear me out" he pleaded.

"JT move" is all I said but he stood there for what felt like hours but was only a minute before he put his head down and stepped away from the door.

I got in my car and drove for until I finally decided to pull into a park. I seriously needed to talk to someone so I called Ryan.

"Hello" Ryan said after the third ring.

"DJ, you there" he asked after I hadn't said anything.

"Ryan he fucking slept with his teammate" I said getting pissed all over.

After that we talked for two hours. Ryan gave me some sound advice and told me to go back and get some sleep. Not to say anything to JT until I felt we could actually talk without arguing. But because I was stubborn I went and got a room because I didn't know how I would act once I saw JT and although I was mad as hell I didn't want to argue with him. I still loved him even though he's hurt me.

The next day I went back home and found the condo empty. I sat on the couch thinking about everything that had transpired in the last 24 hours and knew that I couldn't let this affect my life because I had to pass all of my classes this semester. So with that said I was going to have a talk with JT when the time was right, but as of now I would be sleeping right here on this couch.

Later that night JT came in from practice came and sat down across from me. He stared at me before trying to talk but I put my hand up stopping him. "JT not now. I don't have anything to say to you. Just let me be until I feel like talking." He got up after a few moments and walked around the couch before I felt his lips on my forehead. "I love you DJ" was the last thing he said before leaving out the door.

I think my mind wondered so much that after a while it just went blank and before I knew it I was drifting off to sleep. Around 3 in the morning I had to piss so I went to the one in the bedroom. JT back from wherever he went and was in the bed sleep. As I was washing my hands a little voice said "How did Brandon know about JT and Tyson?"

After that I couldn't sleep because something just wasn't right.