WHEN BREATH BECOMES AIR

I NEED HIM

"Everything is going to be alright, if not today , them tomorrow, all you need is to believe..."

"I am done" I yelled as I completed the task and got up. Theo seemed irritated by the fact that I yelled.
" Can't you shout a bit low, your voice gave my ears a ringing sensation" he cried as he was doing his push ups. He was trying to sneak off the class and coach caught him. And his punishment? 100 more push-ups and detention.

At last I won't be seeing him after the school.
Ring....
Finally the bell rang and the class was over. "Enjoy" I teased Theo and went out of the gym.
I was felling self conscious because most of the students were staring at my arm. Ok maybe, girls going to our high school don't have tattoo ,that's why?
I got into the locker room and checked that was there someone or not. I need my privacy, after all I have more tattoos on my body and I don't want it to cause havoc in my life because if any of those cheerleaders saw it, my secret would be flying free like a butterfly from its cacoon.

When I found that the locker room was empty and walked into it. I took off my sweatshirt and started admiring my tattoos.
One was a picture of a beautiful girl, no one other than my little sister, Eva. God, why you took her away from me? Why you made my like a living hell?

Painful memories flooded back as my vision blurred due to the tears.
Eva, what on earth did that poor little soul did? It wasn't her fault...

Just then I heard footsteps. I grabbed my shirt and hoddie and quickly slipped on them.

"Lilli, dear are you crying?" Asked Taley. Oh, so it was her, she knew about my dark past...she helped me like no one did.

I couldn't control my tears, they slipped down wetting my cheeks. Taley understood what the problem was and hugged me tightly. I started to cry like a baby as I said," It's all my fault Ty, it's all because of me, I could have saved her..."
Taley consoled me as she said," It was your fault, Lilli, it's was the fault of that monster who murdered that poor soul"

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That monster, I would kill him one he get out of the jail" I said, as my voice trembled but still there was pure anger flowing through my voice.

Now my jeans took place of the trackpants. As I walked out of the locker room, my heart broke into million of pieces.
I saw Theo, with Liv...
They were kissing each other. I thought he was different from all of them but I was wrong, no boy is different.I was shocked and hurt at the same time. But why. I didn't liked him so why was I hurt...

Liv shot me an evil smile and Theo looked back. I shot Theo a disgusted look and he was shocked to see me.

I didn't realised I was crying until I felt warm touch of the tears touched my cheeks...

I ran as fast a I could , away from him, disappearing in this ocean of students as he kept on calling my name.

I don't know why it hurt so bad seeing him with another girl...
I don't know why , his touch give me sense of comfort and love, I don't know why his smile makes me smile.
All I know is that I need him

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I have developed insomnia and I hate it... I keep on staring at the walls and ceiling while my whole family sleeps. And I hate sleeping at daytime..😭😭😭