WHEN BREATH BECOMES AIR

CHEATED

Ding!!!

Rang that only bell. God I need to to change it, the sound scares  the shit out of me.

"Lewis, can you please open up the door"I plead  and Lewis kept the newspaper aside, got up and went out to open the door.

"Hey!!!" In came Anna along with Seb who waved his hands to me.

I waved back and said a decent hi.

"How are you doing?" She asked.

"Well i amdoing good, what about you guys ? Anything new" I asked and Seb spoke up , "We are going great and yeah there is prom next week, but can I ask you something ? " he said

"You already did so continue  " I said smiling.

"What's wrong with Theo" he asked in a hushed manner.

"What do you mean?" I asked as my smiled turned into a frown.

" I mean whenever I go to his house, he's never there, either he's for the practise or he's with you, he don't pick up anyone's call, he won't talk to most of us, he's a total mess. And right now ,  he's standing the outside the door of your house." He said.

"And when he's talking he talks only about you or Olympics" Anna completed.

"Olympics?!" I asked confused.

"Yeah, Olympics, even they are after 14 months ."He said.

"Hey, Anna can you ..." I asked and she nodded. 

She along with the help of Seb, help me get inside the bathroom, and then susshed Seb out of the bathroom, locked the door and undid my clothes , as I sat in the bathtub.

"So what are you going to wear for prom?" I asked.

"I don't know, maybe you can help" she said.

"What about that golden dress you bought some five months ago" I asked and watched her pouring body soap on the sponge.

"I don't know  " she said in a whisper.

"Why, is there something  wrong with Seb ? ??" I asked and she nodded.

"Why? What happened?" I asked.

"Last night I along with Seb went to the party hosted by Liv, I didn't wanted to go but Seb instited me to go and have some fun, he said he was going to get me some drink , I started to talk with Emma but when he didn't returned after half a hour i started to search for him, there I found him locking lips with some random blonde, I didn't said anything neither made him aware of my presence, I kept looking at them, kissing each other wildely, like there was no tomorrow, I don't know what to do, I love him but seems like he don't feel the same for him, I thought he loved me too, I thought he changed, he wasn't the player anymore, guess I was wrong."
She said rubbing the sponge gently on my body and two warm drops of salted water hit my body .
I looked at her and saw her red eyes, I wanted to comfort her but suddenly I was lacking words, suddenly I felt a pain right in there, inside that part of my body that pumps blood, I started to breath heavily.
"Lilli, are you are okay" she asked.
I couldn't say anything but my lungs found it difficult to inhale, I felt difficult to breathe, I felt my body breaking,
"Theo-T-Th-Theo" was everything I could speak.
"LILLI!!!"Anna yelled"Seb call Theo, Lilli open your eyes, keep your eyes open"
"SEB CALL THEO, FUCKING CALL HIM" she kept on yelling and I tried my best to keep my eyes open.
"Wolfie, open your eyes" said Theo as I tried to open my eyes
Warm tears dropped on my cheek.
"Wolfie, please don't leave me alone, you are all I have, please don't leave me open my eyes" he yelled , I could hear him but my eyes were shut tightly.
"T-The-Th-Theo I-I L-l-lo-love yo-y-you" I stammered.
"Lilliane I love you too" he said
"I love you more"I said after gulping a huge volume of air.
He let out a croaky chuckle
He picked me up bridal style and then all the things went blank.

THEO'S POV

I picked her up bridal style and then she went unconscious, it was a good thing that Anna slipped her into a loose shirt and skirt before I came in. I took her to come, Anna came with us but she insisted Seb to stay at the house.
Lewis was driving the car while I sat at the backseat with Lilliane in my laps.
I have lost everything, I couldn't lose her next.
"God, if she dies, I promise I will die along with her, I promise" I whispered.
Lewis drove us to the nearest hospital when she was rushed into the ICU,tears strained my cheeks, the doctors rushed in and told us remain seated outside.
Three hours passed but they seemed like three years to me, when the doctors came outside.
I stood up and walked to them and asked," What happend"
"Are you her family" one of them asked.
"I am her boyfriend, her parents died five weeks ago" I told them,"I am all she is left with"
"He cancer has spread down her spine,we had to do an operation to remove the tumor from her spine or else she could die due the infection, and it could turn worse if the cancer spreads to her lungs and heart"
"Do whatever it takes to save her" I said and the doctors nodded.
I called on my knees and began to cry like a two year old.
"I can't lose her, not her" I whispered and tears rolled down my already tear stained face.

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Hey guys
I am sorry for late update
Actually I had a deep accidentally on purpose wound on my left hand and it's difficult to type with only one hand.
Oh and our results came yesterday only,
Scored 95.6%
A perfect score in maths.
Yeah
With love and cookies
L. Wolf