WHEN BREATH BECOMES AIR

Part Two

The shining nearby water too has a world within itself. Fish of different types and colors darted in all directions, playing with the naughty tadpole. The frogs seemed to be engaged in serious conversation debating their opinion with load croaks. On one edge of Lake, on a high stone, sat an aged turtle, looking down at the proceedings nodding occasionally as if to express his approval. I looked at her, her deep blue eyes, her amazing blonde hair but then she broke into a thousand pieces and they all turn into snakes and I woke up.
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God, fuck, fuck this goddamn dream. I should have been used to it. I had been seeing it from every single day from the last eight years. I, with my eyes open wide started to stare at the ceiling. Eight years, eight goddamn years, without her. Wait for a second, what's this smell? I thought and sniffed my shirt. Oh god. Oh mother Mary, Jesus

I smell. This must be the garlic bread I ate yesterday. Now I have to spend twenty extra minutes scrubbing off this sweet stinky smell of garlic that had just..just, I  have no words.

I looked down at the clock. Shit. It is 4:26 AM. I have to get ready and these 34 minutes are not enough. Coach is going to eat me raw(seriously who even do that, oh him), or if not worse he will feed me to his dogs. Not get this pretty butt of yours off the bed I told myself and jumped out of the bed.

Wait... Am I forgetting something? Oh yes I am but what? I just stopped thinking grabbed my bra, my sweatshirt and sweat pants and went to take a bath. I was done in 4 minutes need not say I have to erase the smell by applying one whole God damn bottle of deodorant.

I then grabbed my sports shoes and went down the stairs. Not making any squeaky noise. I went part of the kitchen to grab an apple but wait for what? Mom. She was sleeping on the dining table with food beside her. This means dad decided not to come, again. Its fifth time in a row. Oh Jeez, this woman works like a machine. She is a lawyer who saves every single penny she can, fulfill my every demand.

She never does anything for herself. For God's sake she never in her life bought a single eyeliner. Only to send me to Cambridge University. I kissed my mom's forehead, grabbed the green apple from the basket and ate it up. Next I wore my shoes and went out of the house.

I am forgetting something but what the fuck is that shit?

I started to run cuz I was running late. Coach is going to kick my butts. I am only 15 so I can't use the car. I feel it humiliating to tell that I can't ride a bicycle cuz I don't know how the heck I can make my balance and I actually never tried after hitting my dad. So, I just had no option but to run to my coach home.

What am I forgetting, I think it's really important but what?

I kept on running until I remembered what the heck I was forgetting and after I remembered it I wish I could just forget it.
But that's not possible now.
I wish I had remembered that a bit early.

My coach was not at home and there was no practice today but somehow I forget that shit.

Now should I go home or not cuz I was halfway there(to my coach's place who lived near Emma's house). so I guess that's where I am going to spend my morning.

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Hey, guys and girls wish u like this chapter. I am still working on my writing skills so sorry if they are not that much good. Please comment and tell me how is the story.plsss.
And sorry for swearing
*I know you are not that innocent*