A/N: Well, I will explain parts of this: (1) Louis has three personalities, but we have only seen two here. Obviously, the first one is Louis, the "normal one" , and the second one is William, a darker side of Louis. The third one will appear later. (2) Notice their tone and the gestures, this shows when the personalities appear. (3) Notice the events before the personalities appear to have a better understanding. Tell me your guesses in the comment section!
Niall's POV:
I struggled to leave Louis' body, my face flushing a bright shade of red in the process because my body was uncontrollably weak and pained. Louis' face mirrored the redness of mine, as he lifted me up slowly, unlocking the handcuffs in the process, and avoiding eye contact with me. I could almost feel the air's stickiness, filled with an erotic and lustful scent.
"So... Niall, what on earth happened? Why are you calling me William? Where did... these come from?" Louis signaled at the handcuffs, and the headboard, wanting to ask more question but stopped, only using his eyes to look at me with a glint that I cannot understand. "It is a long story." I wobbled a bit, but stood up successfully, trying to wear my discarded clothes on the floor, as Louis had a strong grasp on my head to stop me from falling. I was not ready to tell Louis about this, and as he had just lost memory I know it is not the time to tell him the whole story, including the fact I love him and trusted him so much. It was a "no", just more indirect, but I knew Louis would understand. I wobbled again, feeling a tearing pain stretching to the small of my back.
"Be careful! Listen, we have time for the story. We have a week of holiday this week, so we don't need to do anything today. My mind has gone blank, and I don't understand this at all." Louis was calm, his voice deep from the remaining desire. How can he be so calm? Has this happened with a lot of people, so he is so accustomed to it? For example, had this happened with Harry?! I took a deep breath, pushed away the jealousy popping up. I have to let Louis know what happened, as I regained my rationality. I looked into Louis' eyes, as he tried to hide from my eyes, but failed. He gave up trying, and looked at me. I lowered my eyes, not wanting to look him in the eye, worried that I would see an uncontrolled Louis with lustful darkened eyes. My eyes went down, and I remembered Louis was less. My ears must have looked as if they were dipped into pink paint, but I can't help but continue to look down.
No! Stop! My inner voice told me. He had just basically raped you, and what are you doing, looking and appreciating his body? Your eyes are treacherous and betraying things! I blinked hard, and looked up to Louis' eyes again. "You had brought some pizza, and we hugged, but then you suddenly changed..." I shuddered form the horrid memory of Louis becoming almost another person. "What, Niall? Shh, it is alright now. It was my fault, I am so sorry."
"You coaxed me to follow you to my room and then you r-r-raped me..." "WHAT?! Niall, I am really really sorry. Are you alright now? Do you have to take... t-take a bath?" Louis looked at me urgently, with eyes so beautiful that looks as if all the stars fell into them, and when he looks at me, it seems like there is nobody that is important except for me...
I loved him, and I have to admit that I still do, even after what had just happened. I nodded quietly, and Louis half-dragged, half-carrying me there. In the soft yellow light of the bathroom, I am almost feel my heart soften, as Louis blushes as he covers his eyes with his hands, waiting for me to bath myself, as he was worried that I may not have enough energy to go back to my room.
"Louis, I am done." After hearing what I said, he carried me back to my room. I did not know whether it was my delusion or not, but Louis' eyes were filled with regret, pain, despair, and determination. "Niall, I will go out for a while. Stay here." Louis left a kiss on my forehead and left. I closed my eyes, wishing to nap. However, I fell into a deep sleep instead...
When I waked up, the pain from my body was almost cured. I called for Louis, but he didn't come. I became more and more worried, as I stared at the clock. Louis has been out for three hours now, and I know he feels sorry for what he did, so he would be here to look after me normally. But where is he now?
The only thing I saw was a note:
Dearest Niall,
When you see this note, I am somewhere else. This act is cowardly, because I do not know how to face you anymore. I do not think that I am say this again, but I love you. I love you so much, not just as friends, but as lovers. I understand you may not be homosexual or even bisexual, so I never told you this to your face. However, I will never leave you, and now I have gone to ask for medical help. I think I have split personalities, from what you said. I will try to be back within a week. I love you so, and sorry. Please don't tell the others, I don't want to worry them.
Yours forever,
Louis xx
I could feel tears streaming down my face. Louis...
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