Chapter 7: Have you seen me lose myself (edited)

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A/N: Firstly, we need a girlfriend for Liammm! Tell me your appearance, personality and name, below in the comments, and you might be chosen! (Before 30/6) (Because I only shipped Payzer) Remember, this is ChickLit. Louis' relationship with Harry is as important as Nouis' relationship. However, there will be NO Larry in this book.

Louis' POV:

I stood in front of a sleeping Niall, and my lips curved upwards as I saw him turn in his sleep, and slowly lowered my face to the level of his face, using my fingers go memorize his features. I laid a kiss on his forehead, and walked out, not turning my head even once.

I walked on the street, shivering a bit in the cold wind, as even my beanie, mask and coat cannot protect me from the chills of the autumn breeze.

I quickened my pace, walking towards "The Place"- Where I am prepared to get an appointment with a psychological doctor. However, my mask fell I walked lackadaisically, and as I bent down to pick it up, I heard a gasp.

"Ohmygoshohmygosh, are you Louis Tomlinson?!" A teenage girl shrieked, rushed out of nowhere, and started taking out her phone to take photos of me. I can't believe that she actually said such a long sentence in one breath. I smiled helplessly, and said in hushed breath as pedestrians are looking in my way and I did not want to attract any paparazzi. She covered her mouth immediately, looking at me with sorry eyes. "I am so sorry!"

"It is alright love. Do you want to take a picture with us?" I heard another voice, deeper than mine, I looked up in surprise. "Hazza?!" Harry winked at me with a cheeky grin. The girl was so surprised she was fangirling but cannot speak, while furiously tapping on her phone.

"Wait love. Me and Lou don't want anyone else to know we are here tonight. You will keep this secret for us, right?" The girl was totally gawking by now, as Harry winked again. She nodded frantically, as Harry and I laughed. "One, one more question please." "Yes love?"

"Are you guys dating?" Her eyes darting from Harry to me, finally landing on our hands, mine held in Harry's. Harry laughed and said, "No, my dear, but I wish we were." He squeezed my hand, and smiled at me, yet I thought I saw a spark to which I cannot understand cross his features, darkening his eyes. However, as I looked again, the flash was gone, and I started to suspect it was an illusion.

We took a photo together and went our separate ways. "No, my dear Lou, care to explain why you are out instead of being at home?" "Harry... Can we not talk about this?"

"I know this is a long story, but I wouldn't mind to let you go to my home and talk this over a few cups of Yorkshire tea. What do you think?" Harry was still smiling cheekily, but there was a serious glint in his eyes. "Fine. Just because I love you."

I took out my phone, and dialed the number I searched for. "Hey doctor, I am Louis, and I wish to have an appointment with you tomorrow, is that alright? Fine, tomorrow afternoon at three is perfect for me. See you then. Bye."

"Louis, you know what ever happens, I'll always be here." Harry looked me in the eyes, mossy eyes filled with sincerity. I hugged him back, slowing telling him what happened.

"It started from this afternoon..." I could see Harry was freaking out, just from the fact his eyelids fluttered way too frequently. "Now I think I may even have split personalities, like the guy Niall said that was called 'William'." I finished telling Harry everything, and Harry's pupils expanded, a sign that he was thinking hard.

"Yes, that is the my only experience. But has anything like this ever happened before? I don't know."

Harry's eyes glinted. I can't help but think if Harry had seen me like that.

Harry's POV:

I had never seen William like that. When I met William, William was gentlemanly and kind, apart from his different habits, like touching his left eyebrow, and insisting to call me Hazzy, I didn't even know that there was a wild side to William. I felt bad. Why didn't I realize the William could do harm?

At least from what Louis described, William was not permanently substituting Louis, but has something like a time limit or maybe Louis is brought back after extreme feelings, like ecstasy. William had spoken to me a few times before, and most of these times are linked to a sudden outburst of emotions. William appeared after Louis' breakup with Hannah, and I realized that William was relatively less spontaneous and less flamboyant than Louis. I didn't tell Louis about this, as I believed that such a calm and thoughtful William will be able to control himself and won't ruin Louis' life or Louis' reputation. taking Louis to a psychologist wouldn't be good, as he would be shocked and I was worried if he can accept the fact that he was two personalities. However, this is more complicated than what I thought...

Maybe Plan B is needed. I don't think Niall is extremely horrified with what William did, as all of us, well except Louis knows that Niall has this huge crush on Louis. Louis returns the feelings, but we thought that it would be nice to just sit back and watch the love spread out. The way the tables have turned, now requests a talk between me and Niall. Maybe he would understand after this talk.

A/N: Admitted, which Directioner can even refuse Harry?! (How brutal...) Sorry that this is so short. Writer's block is really annoying. Vote if you love Hazza! Comment to make Niall appear in the next chapter! Add this to your book list to see Nouis pop up every time!

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