A/N: This is a teaser chapter for the next one. I only did this as a sort of cliffhanger for the next big chapters to come. Big, as in a whole load of stuff goes down, new characters introduced etc.
Have fun reading please tell me who you think it is at the end!
Katniss' POV
This is it, a regular occurrence as it seems. He breaks my heart, I run away, far away from here and try to patch up my soul only to come back and have it ripped open once more. This will most likely be what would happen next that is if I'm stupid enough to come back again. I won't let that happen, I can't let that happen again. I can only take so much be he is the medicine and the ideas eat the very same time. The thing that is killing me and helping me at the same time.
I hate that, that is the case. I hate that I'm so deep in love with him. I hate that he has a fiancé. I hate that he doesn't or never loved me. Lastly, I hate that the Capitol took away the Peeta I knew loved me and replaced him with one that despises and uses me. Even though I hate Peeta for those reasons doesn't stop me from loving him even less instead, I hate myself even more for letting myself jump into the trance of love for someone who could never return it.
This is it, the train station. No bag no nothing. Just me broken heart and soul, waiting. I should follow Sae's instructions and never come back. I should? More like I will. Coming here was the biggest mistake I've ever made, unless you count leaving Peeta's side in the quarter quell. Maybe if I didn't leave his side he will still love me. Maybe he wouldn't of gotten hijacked. Maybe, maybe, maybe. What's the past is the past and I have to let it go. Like Peeta proposing to Marcy, past. But how could I ever forget that? It's burned into my mind and forever racking my brain as it teases me about how I never actually won his heart afterall.
The train arrives, I stand tall and walk towards it. With a gulp of air and a quick look over my shoulder I try to remember the old district twelve, before it was burned to the ground taking thousands with it. Maybe if I didn't volunteer this all wouldn't of happened. Prim was destined to die young anyways it's proven to show because she did and all my efforts for all of this went down the drain. Of course I can't think about that, I'm in a dark place at the moment I can't help it. Of course fate has another plan for me as I hear my name being called by a voice I've come to be very unhappy with,
"Katniss, Katniss please wait!"
YOU ARE READING
Missed My Chance
Fanfic(After Mockingjay!) Katniss' hardship never ceases to amaze everyone. Who would of thought that the worst was yet to come from someone she loves? When you turn down one path that is life you must continue to walk that way until you reach the end. It...
