Matthew Espinosa//My best friend

Chapter Seventeen

Amelias POV:

I'm so glad Shawn sang to me. I felt so much better. His voice is like an angel.

Shawn and I were sitting on his bed, and all of a sudden I forgot about Matt. I forgot that he cheated on me, and I'm glad that Shawn made me forget, at least for now.

*The next day*

I didn't want to talk to Matt, but at the same time I did. I know he won't want to talk to me.

I was walking around the hotel, and I was so lost without Matt. Matt has always been by my side, we have been best friends since the beginning. I knew I shouldn't have dated my best friend. Ugh but I love Matt, I really do, but obviously he doesn't need me.

Just then I was walking and I collided with Cam.

"Sorry Cam."

"It's fine." Cam said smiling.

"Hey um, do you wanna take a walk?" He said.

"Sure."

Cam and I were walking around, and I have to admit that it got pretty awkward, he wasn't talking and neither was I.

"Ok I have to ask... What happened with you and Matt?"

"H-how did you find out?" I asked.

"Haven't you checked twitter? Matt is tweeting a bunch of depressing tweets, did you guys break up or something, are you still together?"

"I don't know if we are even together."

"Amelia, you can tell me anything. What happened?"

"I walked into the room last night and.. Matt and Ciara were kissing." And that's when I started crying.

"Awe Amelia don't cry." Cam said, whipping the tears off of my face.

"He doesn't deserve you if he was making out with someone else. That's his fault."

When Cam said that, my heart dropped.. That's when I knew that I was going to loose Matt. I was going to loose everything we have ever had. I will never get my best friend back.

What is going to happen when Matt and I go back to Virginia? We have practically all of our classes together. I don't want to loose Matt. Even if I can't get him back as my boyfriend, then I want him back as my best friend.

Matts POV:

What have I done? I lost her. I lost my best friend. I lost the person that I cared most about in my life. Amelia would never want me back, I don't blame her. I mean Ciara did kiss me, but I still let it happen. I should've been with Amelia at the time. I need to talk to her.. Who am I kidding? She won't want to talk to me.

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It was 2:00 and I've been in bed all day depressed. I haven't seen Amelia or any of the guys all day. They're probably all out doing something.

I got up and looked in the mirror. My eyes were all red and puffy from crying over her. I can't just sit here and let her get away from me I have to do something.

I got changed and walked down to the lobby, everyone was just sitting there. Then, I look to see Shawn holding Amelia like how I used to. She moved on already. It's over.

Before anyone could see me, I ran back up to the room. I was so angry. I walked into the room and punched the wall. Then I leaned on the wall and slid down it, with my hands on my head. I couldn't help but cry.

Amelias POV:

We were all in the lobby except for Matt. I kept looking for him, but I didn't see him. I started to cry, then looked away. Shawn then pulled me closer to him, hugging me. I buried my face into Shawn's chest and tried to fight the tears. When I turned back around, I thought I saw Matt, I'm honestly not even sure if I saw him, or if I was just imagining him there. I need to talk to him. I can't stand to not be by him. I ran to our room, but when I got to the door, I fell apart. I bursted out crying. I couldn't pull myself together. I can't do this, not now anyway. Before I even knocked, I ran away crying.

Matts POV:

I was sitting there in the room, up against the wall, and I heard crying. It was Amelia. I know it was. I know her voice by heart. I jumped up to open the door, but when I opened it, she was gone. Am I just imagining her voice, or was she actually there? I don't know what to do. I feel like we are just running away from each other right now. I just want her here, in my arms.