Matthew Espinosa//My best friend

Chapter Thirty Two

Amelia's POV:

Its been two whole months since I've seen or talked to Shawn.

Matt keeps leaving and going places but i don't even care anymore.

"Hey babe." Matt said walking in the door.

I have no idea where he was but I'm not going to bother asking.

He walked over to me and gave me a hug, as i hugged him back.

"Do you know what today is?" Matt asked.

"Of course! It's our four year anniversary!"

"Four years well spent." He said kissing my cheek.

"I was thinking that we could do something special tonight." He said smirking.

"What were you thinking?" I asked.

I know what he's thinking i just didn't know what to say. He wants to have sex.

"Well you will have to just wait and find out."

Its not that hard to guess but okay.

*Later that day*

Matt pinned me up against the wall and started kissing me forcefully.

"I love you." He managed to say in between kisses.

Things got heated fast as we then ended up on the bed.

He lifted his hand up my shirt and slowly started taking it off, not breaking the kiss.

I did the same to him and next thing i knew, we were both completely naked.

He then took his lips off of mine and looked into my eyes.

"Are you ready, baby?"

I shook my head and he then entered inside of me. The rest of the night with Shawn was just amazing and i love him so much.

Oh my god. I said Shawn. I've been thinking about Shawn the whole time.

I just had sex with Matt and pretended like it was Shawn.

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I woke up the next morning laying in MATTS arms. I still can't believe that i acted like it was Shawn. I wish it was Shawn, honestly. I miss him so much.

Matt went out later that day so i decided to call Shawn.

The phone rang and just when i thought he was about to answer, it went to voicemail. I might as well leave a message.

"Hey Shawn. It's Amelia."

I didn't really know what to say so there was a long pause.

"Shawn, i miss you. I can't stand not talking to you. Please call me soon."

I then realized that i was crying into the phone and if he gets this message he will definitely hear me crying.

"Matt left to go somewhere. Please call me. I love you."

I then hung up.

Shawn's POV:

I saw that Amelia was calling me. I got butterflies in my stomach and was about to answer but then i realized that if Matt found out he would either hurt me or her.

So for Amelia's sake, i didn't answer. I don't care if Matt tries to get to me. I will fight for Amelia but i won't let Matt hurt her.

I saw that she left a voicemail, so i then listened to it.

It was great to hear her sweet voice again.

She started to cry which made me want to cry as well. But when she said Matt went out is when i decided to call her back.

I started to dial her number but i quickly hung up. I don't want Matt to walk in the door while we are on the phone so maybe i just shouldn't call her.

But then again maybe i should because i love her and i need to talk to her.

No. I can't call her. If Matt finds out i would never forgive myself if he hurt her.

Wait maybe Matt won't be back for awhile?

Make up your mind Shawn.

Okay, i am going to call her.

I the dialed her number and it rang a few times until she answered.

"Shawn!" She said answering the phone.

I smiled at how she was excited to see that i called. She's so cute. Why can't she be mine?

"Hey Amelia."

"Shawn i miss you so much."

"I miss you too but there's nothing to do about it."

"You can always come over. Matts not home."

"Amelia, i don't want to risk it."

"Please Shawn."

"I can't. I don't want him to hurt you."

There was a moment of silence.

"What? Why would he hurt me?"

"I'm not saying he would or wouldn't but if he hurt you in any way, i would never forgive myself because it would be all my fault."

"I guess you're right." She said disappointed.

"Oh my god i have to go Matt just walked in the door!" She said hanging up.

I want to see her but i know Matt gets violent and i don't want anything to happen.

*A few weeks later*

Okay it's been a couple of weeks since i talked to Shawn and it's killing me. I'm going to try and talk to Matt to see if i can go talk to him. I doubt Matt will let me but it's worth a try.

I walked over to Matt and just as i was about to talk to him someone bursted through the door.

"Matty!" She said running over to Matt and kissing him on the lips.

The worst part is that Matt kissed back.

"Who the hell are you?" I asked.

"I'm Melissa."

Melissa? Where have i heard that before. Oh she is the girl who called Matt that one day.

"Matt, you told me that there was nothing between you two.

"We've been sleeping together for awhile now!" Melissa spat.

My heart dropped. He has been cheating on me. Shawn was right.

"Matty i came to tell you that I'm pregnant." She said.