Matthew Espinosa//My best friend

Chapter Thirty

Amelia's POV:

Today Matt told me that he was going on a camping trip with some of his friends so he will be gone for the weekend.

I haven't seen or talked to Shawn in over three weeks. I can't stand not seeing him, so today i decided to go over to his house.

I arrived at his door and then knocked. I stood there for a moment or so and there was no answer. I knocked again thinking that he didn't hear me. He still wasn't opening the door so i knocked on more time. But once again, no answer. Is he mad at me?

"Shawn please open up." I said knocking again.

There was no response.

I then just decided to leave. But then i heard the door open. I then saw Shawn standing there in just his boxers.

"Amelia!" He said running over to me.

I jumped into his arms as he hugged me tightly.

"What are you doing here?" He asked surprised but excited.

"Matt went on a camping trip so he's gone for the weekend." I said smiling.

"Why are you not wearing clothes?" I asked laughing.

"I just woke up."

"It's two o'clock!"

"I like to sleep late." He laughed.

We then went inside and started talking.

Shawn's POV:

"Are you sure Matt won't be mad that you're here?" I asked.

"Oh no he will, but hopefully he just won't find out."

I really wonder why Amelia is still with Matt. He doesn't deserve her.

"Besides, i really don't care what Matt thinks anymore." She added.

We then went back to talking and it made me realize how much Amelia means to me.

Her smile lights up the world and her sparkling eyes, oh i get lost in them. I would stare at her all day if i could. She's the most gorgeous girl that I've ever seen. But looks aren't even the half of it. She has an amazing personality and everything about her is absolutely perfect. She's just amazing and it kills me that she's still with Matt. He doesn't deserve anything she has. As i see it, Amelia is flawless.

When i told her i loved her i meant it. In fact I'm kind of obsessed with her. Not in a weird way, but she never leaves my mind and she is my dream girl. I really do love her, i know that I've told her that before but I'm not sure if she truly knows it.

I looked over to her to see her talking about something, and smiling real big. I don't know what she is talking about because i got distracted by her. She distracts me so easily.

She then stopped talking and waved her hands in front of my face.

"Shawn are you there?" She said smiling.

I smiled at her and said

"Sorry i was just thinking."

"Thinking about what?" She asked.

I hesitated to answer.

"You."

She looked surprised.

"Me? Why me?"

"I know I've told you this before but i truly am in love with you, Amelia. You're all i ever think about and i can't stand the fact that you're not mine. I can't even begin to describe what i think about you. You're perfect in my opinion. And I'm not just saying that. When i look at you i can't think of one flaw about you. You're my best friend and I'm falling for you, hard. I really can't even begin to describe how much you mean to me. I know that Matt hates us being friends but i refuse to stay away from you. It's impossible for me to go one whole day without thinking about you, actually it's impossible for me to go a whole hour without thinking about you. I love you so much and you don't even know how much i mean it. Everything i say about you is true. All of my songs, they're about you. And every time i sing them, i am singing them to you. When teenage girls ask me if i have a girlfriend, i wish i could say yes and tell them all about you. You're the only girl i think about. I don't want to even think about being with any girl but you. I love you, Amelia, i truly do."

Once i finished saying that i saw Amelia crying. But i could tell that she wasn't crying because she was sad, she is crying because she's happy.

"That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me." She said wiping her tears away.

She then walked over to me and hugged me tightly.

"I love you so much, Shawn." She whispered in my ear.

I smiled and hugged her tighter.

"I wish we could stay like this forever." I whispered to her.

"So do i." She whispered back.

We stood in each other's arms for what seemed like hours. I didn't want to let go of her and she didn't want to let go of me.

We eventually broke the hug and then looked into each other's eyes. Tears and tear stains were all over her face and her makeup was smeared.

I wiped her tears away and then said

"You're still beautiful when you cry."

She then started to tear up again as tears slowly ran down her face.

I laughed and smiled because she was now fully crying again.

"Shawn you're making a mess out of me." She said wiping away her face once again.

I laughed and then hugged her again.

Amelia's POV:

I'm still in shock to what Shawn said to me. I had no idea that he had such deep feelings for me.

I then realized that I don't want to be with Matt, i want to be with Shawn.