Matthew Espinosa//My best friend

Chapter Fifty One

Amelia's POV:

I haven't even seen Shawn since he's been in the hospital. It's been three, torturous, days. He's still in a coma but i just need to see his face.

I decided to approach my nurse friend and talk to her.

"Hi, um would it be possible for me to see Shawn today?" i asked sweetly.

I've been asking her this every day and she's been saying no each time.

"Well, i don't know. He's not in the best condition." She said.

"Pleaseeeee" i begged.

"Fine, but only because i like you." She said.

"Thank you thank you thank you!!"

"You're welcome, you may go see him now."

I then ran to Shawn's room, but i stopped at the door. What if it's really bad? What if i can't handle it seeing him?

The next thing i knew, i was inside of his room.

I then saw his lifeless body laying in the hospital bed. I felt my heart break into a thousand little pieces, as soon as i saw him. It kills me to see him like this.

I walked over next to his bed. I sat down in a chair that was fairly close to the bed.

I laid my eyes on him once again and began crying. I sat there crying for a good while until i realized that i couldn't take it. I then ran back into the waiting room and sat down next to everyone, still crying.

I ended up sitting down next to Nash.

"Come on Amelia stay strong, i hate to see you like this." He said to me.

It didn't help, i just kept crying and crying.

He then put an arm around me and held me in his arms, trying to comfort me.

"Shhh it's going to be okay."

This is usually what Shawn does to me when i get upset. He comforts me and tells me everything will be alright, and i always believe him. But i can't believe what Nash just told me, i just can't.

I then began thinking about old times with Nash...

It was my first time at Magcon with Matt and Nash was basically obsessed with me. Him and Matt would always end up getting in fights over me and i always got so upset.

I miss it. Not them fighting, but i miss how things used to be. I miss Shawn being healthy and positive. I even miss Matt. Well, i don't really miss Matt i just miss how he was always so nice and caring.

I remember Matt as my best friend. I miss Matt as my best friend. But most of all i need Matt my best friend.

But, thats in the past. He used to be Matthew Espinosa//My best friend but now he's Matthew Espinosa//My ex best friend.

"Amelia, do you maybe want to take a walk?" Nash asked snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Um i don't know." I said.

I really don't want to go for a walk to be honest. I just kinda want to sit here and cry.

"Oh come on! It will get your mind off of things!" He said trying to cheer me up.

Maybe he's right?

"Actually, i would like to go for a walk." I said faking a smile.

He smiled and we then both stood up.

We walked outside of the hospital and then stared walking down the street. It was a really sunny day out and it was nice to clear my mind.

"I love you, Amelia." I heard a voice say.

That voice sounded like Shawn's voice but it can't be, i know it can't. He's laying in a hospital bed right now, barely breathing.

"What?" i said to Nash.

He shot me a confused look.

"Are you okay?" He said.

"Wait, did you happen to say anything to me just a second ago."

"No..."

What is going on?

Shawn's POV:

I followed Nash and Amelia outside of the hospital.

"I love you, Amelia." I whispered in her ear.

Her eyes grew wide and she began looking behind her. She looked very confused, which mean that she heard me. Oh my god. She heard me! I have hope! I need to find my way back to her, and fast.