Matthew Espinosa//My best friend

Chapter nineteen

Amelias POV:

Today was our last day at Magcon. Tomorrow Matt and I leave to go back to Virginia. We all decided to go to the beach since, it was our last full day.

We were all at the beach and there were a ton of girls surrounding the guys. Matt had his hand around my waist the whole time, as we were surrounded by fans. A lot of the girls were saying how cute Matt and I were together, and others just ignored us.

After all of the girls left, the sun was already starting to set. Wow, this day went by really fast. Everyone was just standing there talking, not doing much. Matt grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers together, as we started walking along shore.

"Hey Amelia?"

"Yeah Matt?"

"I really love you, and I'm not just saying that. To tell the truth, even before I asked you to be my girlfriend, you were always on my mind. I always had a crush on you since we were kids. I never asked you out before because I didn't think you liked me back. I love-" I cut him off by pressing my lips onto his. What Matt said was so sweet I just had to kiss him. We were standing on the beach making out, and all the guys ran up to us and pushed us in the water. Oh shit. I covered up my scars with makeup. And now the makeup will come off. They're going to be visible. Matt put his hand out, and helped me get up out of the water.

They all made vines of them pushing us into the water. Everyone was still laughing at us.

"You didn't do a very good job at covering up those scars, Amelia." Ciara said smirking.

Everyone turned to me with a serious look on their face.

"Shut the fuck up Ciara!" Matt said pulling me closer to him, hugging me.

"We all know your secret now, your a depressed little bitch." She said.

"I CUT ONCE. I FUCKING CUT ONCE." I spat back at her crying.

"Shhh it's ok." Matt whispered as he hugged me, and kissed my forehead.

Everyone looked at Ciara in disgust. Oh my god she's such a bitch.

We all walked back to the hotel because it wasn't that far away. The walk back was silent, and fairly awkward. I just kept thinking about what Ciara said, which made me want to cut again. I hate the fact that I feel like I need to cut but I feel like I almost need to cut.

Matts POV:

Ciara is a fucking asshole. There was no need for her to point out Amelia's scars. I hope Amelia doesn't want to cut again. I could tell she looked upset after Ciara said that. I mean the reason she cut was basically my fault. All of my fans turned against her and told her to kill herself. That's not the type of fans I want. But luckily I taught Amelia how to ignore the hate and I was hoping we could just ignore the fact that she cut. I wanted her to forget and I wanted her to realize that she's better than that.

We got back to the room and Amelia wouldn't talk. She just sat there not saying a word. I could tell she wanted to cry.

I walked over to her and sat down next to her on the bed.

"You ok babe?" I asked as I pulled her closer to me, holding her.

"Honestly, no. All I wanted to do was put that whole incident behind me and just forget, but everyone seems to point it out." She said as tears formed in her eyes.

"Don't cry baby, I'm here for you, no matter what." I said holding her tighter.

"Thank you Matt." She said smiling.

"That's the smile I like to see!"

Just then I lifted up her chin and started kissing her slowly. My kisses always make her feel better. We broke the kiss and I said

"Amelia, promise me one thing."

"What?"

"Promise me that you won't cut again."

She hesitated to answer, it took her a minute to think.

"I promise."

I smiled and gave her another kiss. I hope that she keeps our promise, I really do. I hate to see her hurt herself. I hate to see any girl hurt themselves.

There was a knock on the door, and everyone came barging in. Some of the guys were already gone because of their flights. Ciara wasn't there. Thank god.

We were all sitting there talking, and not doing too much of anything. We all talked until two in the morning. We said goodbye to everyone and then they all left.

As much as I love Magcon, and all the guys, I was really looking forward to going back home. I just want to stay away from drama, especially for Amelia's sake. And Magcon is where we get most of the drama. I'm really glad that Amelia got to meet all the guys. Nash and I made up, and we're cool now, I mean we never really hated each other but we got into a few fights over Amelia.

Amelias POV:

Today we have to go back to Virginia. Matt and I woke up, and went to say bye to the rest of the guys who were still there. It was Shawn, Taylor, Cam, and the Jacks who were still there. I gave them all a hug goodbye, and as I hugged Taylor he grabbed my butt and smirked.

"Taylor!" I said and playfully hit his arm.

"Sorry, I just felt like I had to." He laughed.

"Why don't you give me a normal hug now?" I said.

Taylor gave me another hug and whispered

"Stay strong beautiful, and please don't continue to cut."

I smiled and hugged him tighter.

"Thank you Tay."

We finished saying our goodbyes and left for the airport.

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I am so sorry i haven't updated in a while! I haven't had the best service and all of my fanfic is on my ipad and my ipad wasn't working! But i fixed it and its all good now!

I just wanted to tell you guys that this story is coming to an end very soon. I have a few more chapters left and thats about it. I'm still not sure if i am going to wright a sequel or not, but i will make sure to let you guys know!

~Bella