Snap Out Of It (Negan X Reader)

Twenty Nine

So, I will be taking some plot points from the series, and incorporating them into this story but they won't be exactly the same since l don't wanna copy the show exactly, just use their ideas since I'm having writers block myself 😂 but anyhow...enjoy 😊

Upon arriving at Alexandria dread filled your guts. You knew what people were going to think of you. Especially Rick. And you didn't want to face them but, you knew you had to. You didn't pick sides. You wouldn't. You would always be with your group. Maybe not physically but they were in your heart.

Negan turned and looked at you, biting his lip. "Damn. You look beautiful baby." He smirked and squeezed your thigh before hopping out of the truck. He walked around to your door, swinging Lucille over his shoulder and opening the door for you. You hesitated but hopped on out and followed Negan as he made his way up to the gates.

He banged on the gates with Lucille. "Rick! I'm here with a little welcoming gift, Prick." He chuckled and glanced at you. Even now you were still unaware of his actions, he was so unpredictable. You looked at him and frowned.

"You're getting what you want doll. Don't look at me like that." He smirked and soon the gates were open. Once opened you were faced with Michonne, Carl (Yes. He is still alive in this. And forever will be. ❤️) and Rick. Michonne, staring at you with a cold look in her eyes. Carl frowning, unaware of what to expect and quite frankly surprised to see you. And Rick, emotionless. He didn't even look at you, at least, you didn't see him look at you.

"Well hello my dear friends." Negan chuckled and strolled towards them. "I've come bearing gifts, and advice. He grabbed your hand and pulled you with him. His arm then snaking it's way around your waist.

"So, this doll' right here, is returning to you." You looked at Negan and frowned. "What?" You said.

"Shush baby, let me talk to Rick and his sheep here." He smirked at you and looked at Rick. "Now, don't turn her away. Just because she's been with me for weeks on end, and! She has enjoyed it." He chuckled and breathed in slowly. He swung Lucille down and brought it up to your cheek gesturing to you with Lucille. "She helped Daryl escape. And I'm more than willing to let him stay rouge but.. Rick she's here for one day and one day only. Say your goodbyes. Say your farewells. She is coming back with me. And I mean now. You say goodbye, because she's chosen the saviours."

You wanted Negan to stop talking. To quit the torment. Rick, Michonne, Carl, Rosita, Daryl and everyone else who was crowded around to hear Negan was, to put it bluntly, pissed off.

You looked down. "Negan stop." You said lowly. Negan looked down at you. "Why baby? Why hide the truth? You're mine now. They need to know that." He said.

Rick stepped forward. "Why don't you let her decide for herself." He said. You could tell by the look in his eyes he wanted this to be untrue.

Negan pushes you forward lightly. "Go ahead doll. Tell him." He said. You looked at Negan then back at Rick. You swallowed and said, "It's true..Rick. I-I'm sorry." You shocked and Rick nodded and looked away slightly. "Why?" He said.

Why? Good question Rick. But you knew exactly why you wanted to stay with Negan. Not only was it the desire you felt for him, but it was how safe you felt. You felt safe in Alexandria but Negan just topped it off. And could you even say you loved everything about him? Yes. You did. And you couldn't think about how much you loved him otherwise you'd feel bad about it.

"I...I-"

"She wants my protection. That's why." Negan said holding you by the waist again. "She's my Queen. My happy little helper. And there's nothing you can do about it." He grinned wildly and licked his bottom lip. "Say your goodbyes. She's a saviour now. My beautiful saviour." He looked down at you and you closed your eyes momentarily before looking at the others. A feeling of guilt rushing through you.