Harry Styles Sister

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Li's P.O.V.:

Als ich aufwache, merke ich das es hell ist und schon 1pm ist.

"Wir halten in 15 Minuten für einer kurzen Pause gleich!", schreit der Busfahrer und ich steige langsam aus meinem Bett.

Ich suche mir ein frisches Outfit heraus und laufe dann ins Bad.

Ich lasse Musik gehen, ziehe mich aus und steige dann in die Dusche.

Nachdem ich geduscht habe, schlüpfe ich in meine Calvin Klein Unterwäsche und betrachte mich im Spiegel.

Ich bin zu fett und hässlich für Niall.

Genau, deswegen hat er sich nicht in mich sondern in Hailee verliebt.

Ich atme tief aus und suche in den Schränken nach einer Klinge.

Plötzlich erklingt die Melodie von the Water Fountain von Alec Benjamin.

'She told me that she loved me by the water fountain
She told me that she loved me and she didn't love him
And that was really lovely because it was innocent
But now she's got a cup with something else in it
It's getting kind of blurry at a quarter past ten
And he was in a hurry to be touching her skin
She's feeling kind of dirty when she's dancing with him
Forgetting what she told me by the water fountain

Now he's grabbing her hips, and pulling her in
Kissing her lips, and whispering in her ear
And she knows that she shouldn't listen
And that she should be with me by the water fountain
She couldn't be at home at the night time because
It made her feel alone, but at that time she was too young
I was too young

I should've built a home with a fountain for us
The moment that she told me that she was in love
Too young
I was too young
(Too young)...

And if she ever goes back to the water fountain
The handle will be broken and the rust set in
But my hand, it will be open and I'll try to fix it
My heart, it will be open and I'll try to give it

Now I'm grabbing her hips, and pulling her in
Kissing her lips, and whispering in her ear
And I know that it's only a wish
And that we're not standing by the water fountain
(Too young)...

She couldn't be at home at the night time
Because it made her feel alone
But at that time she was too young
I was too young

I should've built a home with a fountain for us
The moment that she told me that she was in love
Too young
I was too young
(Too young)...

I should've built a home with a fountain for us
The moment that she told me that she was in love
Too young
I was too young'

Ich fange an zu weinen und greife nach einem Rasierer.

Ich breche die Klinge heraus und setze sie an meinem Oberschenkel.

"Fett.", flüstere ich und schneide.

"Hässlich.", und der zweiter Ritz ist nun zu sehen.

"Ungeliebt.", dritter Schnitt ziehrt auf meinem Oberschenkel.

"Ungewohlt."

"Unbeliebt."

"Looser."

"Gehasst."

"Ich."

Acht Schnitte zieren mein Oberschenkel und ich verstecke die Klinge schnell.

Ich verbinde mein Oberschenkel und ziehe mich dann an.