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—RILEY.
I glare over at the recent hole in the wall, It was my first time seeing Jahseh act like that it seemed as if he were having a panic attack.
"Jahseh calm down" He backed away from the wall looking down at his irritated knuckles.
My body felt tired of crying, I had no control over him. Stokeley and James had left meaning I was all alone with Jahseh.
I jump once he got in my face, "You think I'm fucking crazy don't you? No one will ever understand what's going on inside my fucking head, I'm fucking heart broken and I feel misspoken" Even with tears in his eyes he managed to look insane.
I shake my lightly while beginning to sob, I wanted to hold him in my arms once more.
"Like the that last bitch, She fucking left me when I was at my worst Riley" I just watched as he looked into my eyes, He was completely lost.
"I have nobody, My mom doesn't even want to know about me" I tried reaching for his hand but he moved around, God knows what he was looking for.
I thought maybe if I threatened him with leaving for the night he would stop, "Jahseh I think I'm going to leave".
He paused in his tracks before beginning go look around. He seems to agressivly rip out a long cord, He began to repeat himself again.
He began to wrap the cord around his neck, "Jahseh!" I run to him as I push him against the wall before he did anything stupid.
Wiping his tears away as I cried even more, "I have nobody, You can't leave me Riley" he was in complete agony.
"I love you Jahseh, I love you so fucking much I-, I promise I'm always going to be here for you ok?" His eyelashes grew with the help of his tears.
I detangle the cords from around the beautiful his elephant, Tracing my long black nails down his neck.
"I feel so alone Riley" I watched as he began to sob, Pulling him close, holding him in my arms like I wanted to before.
"You're not alone Jahseh, You'll have me forever".
"If I ever loose myself completely and I don't notice it, Once I become affected. Could you help me find myself again?" My fingers begin to play in his hair.
"Of course".
➥ It was odd, Knowing what I had experienced last night. Knowing nobody else knew but me. I was hoping the makeup wouldn't smudge.
Jahseh seemed perfectly alright before some cops decided to interfere, "We aren't causing any trouble" Jahseh seemed calm once talking to the cop.
"We just stopped by and thought this was highly inappropriate, This is closed off for a reason" The man looked oddly familiar to me.
Some fans began to leave as they noticed the cops, "It's alright Jahseh" Stokeley manages to take control over Jahseh.
I felt secure once holding Jahseh's hand, "Say hi to jasmine for me" I turn seeing him with a smile next to his cop friend, I thought it was weird the way he winked at me.
"Do you know him?" Shaking my head at Jahseh's question. "This some bullshit" I rubbed Jahseh's back before looking back analyzing the man.
