Bakit ako MALANDI ?

CHAPTER 43

BELLA POV

Mag damag lang akong nakahiga sa kama. Kahit na pagod na pagod na ang mata ko ay tuloy tuloy pa din ang pag labas ng luha nito.

Damn this feeling! I want to scream , i want to burst in tears ,I want to get drunk and kill myself but all i can do is stare and pretend im strong.

I try to check my phone if there are missed call or text from him. But im wrong. Sa tingin ko tumigil na siya. Ang baby ko sumuko na siya sakin. Deserve koto dahil sa sakit na ginawa ko sakanya.

Imagine how heartbreaking , when the man you love the most giveup on you. I cry as loud i can. Wala namang nakakarinig sakin kundi ako lang.

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Mommy 👑

Baby? How are you?

Im not fine mommy 😭😭
IM NOT REALLY FINE!! IM IN PAIN
MOMMYYY!!! 😭😭😭

Baby. Calm down.
Can you tell mommy what
happened?? 🙁🙁🙁

I lost him 😭
The man i love 😭 He hates me
I don't know what to do 😭😭💔
Im feel alone and depressed and it
Kills me do damn bad  that i want to
End mylife.😭😭

Baby please don't cry.

I CAN'T MOM 😢😢
Sobrang sakit po mommy
Physically and mentally 😢

Im sorry baby na wala
ako dyan sa tabi mo.

Do you want to go here in
NewYork? To rest and to
think. 😟😟 I'm really worried
about you.

I don't know mom 😔😔

Pag isipan mo baby ko. Just
tell me. Papadalhan kita agad
ng ticket papuntang new york.
Stay here for good. Pag pumayag
ka. I love you Sweetie

Stay strong. I know na malalag
pasan mo yan lahat. I trust you
Mommy will always be here at
your side.

Thanks mom 😔 I loveyou too

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12pm na kahit late ay naisipan konang pumasok. Nag suot ako ng Blue floral t shirt and white jeans.

Habang papasok sa gate ay nakita ko si Miles na tumatakbo papunta saken. She looks hagard wearing her glasses.

" Bellaaaa... I need to tell you something. Buti pumasok kana. " - Miles

Habol habol niya ang pag hinga niya at tumingin saken ng deretso.

" What is it? " - Bella

May pinakita siyang isang Short bond paper kung nasan....

Nanduon ang litrato ko while hugging someone in the cliff. Halos mukha ko lang ang kita dahil nakatalikod si junnie

Wait?? Who the hell who take a pic on it?

Nilukot ko yun at pinunit. Sino ang may kagagawan nun. I know Everyone hates me but this is too much.

" Halos kalat na iyan sa buong school. And the bad thing is. Nakita ni Clave ang picture na yan. " - Miles

Halot gulat ang naging emosyon ko ng sinabi niya yun. Ayokong masira sakanya and ayokong bigyan niya ng kahulugan ang picture na yun.