I wish you would have stayed absent from my life.
I care way too much for you and it breaks my heart that theres walls that have to be broken down before anything could ever possibly happen.
theres so many things that aren't right and I see them as bright as fucking warning signs.
yet I ignore them all and write my feelings down like im trapped in a fucking bottle and you'll never get to read them you'll never fucking know that what I could possibly give to you isn't too hard to show and that every time I look at you I see my whole world. I know, I know trust me I fucking know. That when I look you in the eyes everything melts away like the snow on a warm winter day.
and how the fuck do I say,
that I miss you and crave you in every fucking way.
When you're standing two feet away from me and all I want to do is kiss you.
How do I explain that every single day that passes by is a day without you. A day that I wasn't willing to lose but instead it was taken from me in order for things to be....
I guess its not supposed to be me.
Because how the fuck do I explain that I miss someone who wasn't even mine.
How?
Someone please tell me how because im losing my fucking mind.
And im tired oh so fucking tired of feeling like giving up.
The feeling in the pit of your stomach that makes your heart ache, Aching for the one you could never be with.
Searching for your smile in every room that I enter has become such a habit. One that I need a force as strong as a hurricane to quit.
But its you and I never want to quit, I never want to stop searching. I never want to stop looking around me hoping for you to just be. God im so fucking tired. Someone please save me.
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The longing for you, The ending of us.
PoesíaThe longing for you, The ending of us is a collection of poems, letters, excerpts from stages of my life and relationships. With this I hope to show that no matter what you are going through at the time you are not alone. No matter how alone you fee...
