Dear alexx,
I'm sorry love is stupid and confusing. And I'm sorry for dragging your heart through every sort of disaster I possibly could and I promise you I don't do it on purpose.
Dear alexx, I'm sorry I gave up on you along time ago. I'm sorry I didn't work for you and on you in order for you to become stronger, wiser, better... I'm sorry.
Dear alexx, I'm sorry you feel like giving up. I'm sorry your heart makes you feel nothing and everything all at once .
Dear alexx, I'm sorry I put you through what I did and Im so fucking sorry everyday you have to live with the repercussions.
Dear alexx, I know it's weird writing yourself a letter in hopes of something, anything just to make you feel a little bit of something. I just want to remind you, you're strong and you've got this.
Dear alexx, I'm sorry I pick the wrong people, I'm sorry I decide to take care of everyone but you when I know you need it the absolute most. Alexx I'm so sorry.
Dear alexx, I hope you realize it's not you. You're a factor but your not the full equation and you're definitely not the answer. Remember that...
you aren't the answer to everyone's problems even though you so badly want to be.
Dear alexx, I'm sorry that for years you've felt alone even in your own home and god damn it Alexx I'm so sorry you don't know what to say or do to fix it on your own.
Dear alexx, I hope you realize one day someone will love you too. They'll love you with the same intensity you've always put in, no matter what you do.
Dear alexx, I'm sorry you feel as if you have to run away from this fucked up town and it's fucked up people .
Dear alexx, I'm sorry it feels like you have so much on your mind and you feel like you're always 10,000 steps behind.
Dear alexx, you're gonna make it through. Your heart is strong and your mind is powerful even when you feel it isn't.
Dear alexx, I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I'm sorry for letting him in and letting him become the darkest part.
Dear alexx, I know it all seems so hard like he loved you one day but the next it was all falling apart. Alexx if anything you know the truth you know what you need to do for you.
Dear alexx, you deserve better. You deserve love in its deepest truest form. Alexx I promise you I'll ty harder I'll do better.
Dear alexx, I'm sorry I neglected you for so long.
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The longing for you, The ending of us.
PoezjaThe longing for you, The ending of us is a collection of poems, letters, excerpts from stages of my life and relationships. With this I hope to show that no matter what you are going through at the time you are not alone. No matter how alone you fee...
