Descent

April 16th, 2018

Alfred walked into the meeting room with his head held low. He had his diary in a coat pocket.

He heard his family's voices but ignored them.

"Al?" A voice snapped him out of his thoughts.

He looked up to see his twin.

"Why don't you sit with us?"

America suddenly sniffled. He had pushed these people away when all they'd been doing was trying to help.

Canada gently grabbed his brother's  hand and pulled him to where the Americas were stitting. (Not including Central America)

Alfred felt their gazes but just quietly sat down with his head still low.

He felt a hand on his wrist and turned to his right.

Maria.

She gave him a smile, "How have you been?"

"Fine," He whispered.

Countries started to flood into the meeting room.

America sighed and braced himself for the taunts.

As the meeting went on, it eventually started getting out of hand like always.

"Congrats for being on time for once fatass," A voice said to him.

He looked up to see England looking at him.

He only frowned and put his head down.

"Leave him alone England," He heard Diego said, "He's not even late that much. He wasn't doing anything to you so fuck off."

"Diego, I don't appreciate that language, young m-"

"Don't act like you deserve respect!! My brother does nothing to you and you still bully him!!"

"Your brother's a good for nothing  fatass!!" Romano yelled.

Alfred only flinched, he was used to this. He had done nothing...

Why did they all hate him so much?

He knows he messed up in the past... Maybe that's why.

He hasn't been eating that much lately. The weight must have not come off.

They're still talking about him.

How his country always caused problems and was so fat.

How he could never do anything right.

End it. You been thinking about it for awhile now Al.

End it.

There was no point, he was immortal and only would come back to life.

But that didn't mean he could try.

"Leave him the Hell alone!!!" A voice suddenly snapped him out of his thoughts.

He was surprised to see Philippines defending him.

He had help her get independence and helped her during World War 2. But he never expected her to defend him.

Everyone seemed to quiet down after that.

Alfred slightly smiled, maybe more people than he thought cared.

He wasn't gonna do it.

It would be better if you did it. You pushed everyone away and the rest hate you.

Alfred shook his head and frowned. "Don't listen to him," he told himself.

You'll listen to me eventually Alfred.....