Why is it so hard for you?
To properly see me trying?
I get shocked to see.
How much I can hurt because of you
My days are a struggle
It hurts even to dream
It if was you, how would it be?
If these crazy days
Became yours?
If you break down as much as me
Will you know?
All the pain that fills me
To the point where my heart is about to explode
How much I want you?
If I was you I would just love me
My heart is endlessly down in the ground
I'm afraid of everything that surrounds me
They say you'll be happy when you fall in love
Who said that?
Because I only know a love That looks at you from behind
It if was you, how would it be?
If these crazy days
Became yours?
If I was you I would've just loved me
I know you already answered me
I know the meaning of an answerless answer
But I pretend not to know and I'm lingering
Do you know how I'm doing these days?
I can't even fall asleep
I can't even swallow anything
Do you know that I'm becoming more ruined
As I look at you?
I feel like dying
Even though there's no way you'll come to me
Even though I know you're looking somewhere else
I don't think I can let go of you
***This onesidedlove, i could felt all the pain.
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