Teacher | j.m z.h d.s

Chapter 19

All I did for he rest of the night was do homework that I didn't finish and did some missing homework, not to mention I also didn't finish.

Once I was done I just went to bed.

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3:24am
Monday

I looked at the clock and saw it was 3 in the morning. On a Monday. I guess I slept Sunday away. I look at my pillow with mascara smeared all over it.

What? Wait! Did I cry all day yesterday? I guess I was stressed out. I don't remember crying though. Maybe in my sleep or something.

*BANG! BANG!*

I looked over at my window and saw Zach, sitting in the tree with a worried face.

He opened it up. He ran start to me and hugged me.

He pulled away and looked into my eyes. "Are you ok?" He said quickly. "Yeah. Why?"

He just stared into my eyes. "I saw you crying a lot yesterday. Throwing your pencil and paper everywhere. So I came to see if you were ok, and you were on your bed crying, with your face in your pillow. Once I knocked you just looked at me and just closed your eyes again and laid on your pillow. I thought you were..... gonna do something," he said and looked down.

I didn't know what to say. I just stared at my finger, picking at them.

"I- i- I don't remember that...." he head shot up and stared at me, to see if I was lying or something.

"Are you mad at me?" He asked. I shook my head no. He looked down. "Then why didn't you let me in?"

"I don't remember anything! Ok! All I remember was doing my homework-!" I looked at the ground and saw my papers everywhere, on my floor. "And then went to sleep. I don't remember crying," I got up and started to pick up my papers.

I saw that Daniel and Skyla's homework was on the floor with mine. Now I know why.

Daniel used me again. And Skyla made him again. I wiped a tear away. I remember thinking why I had so much homework. But that's it.

"What?" Zach wipes a tear away and got on the floor to help me.

He just picked up papers and most of them were Daniels and Skyla's.

"They used you.... again." He tried to pull my hand into his but I yanked it away.

"DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT!" I just sat in my bed and cried again. When he left he waited till I went to sleep and put them in my stacks with my other homework.

When I went to the bathroom. He put his shit in the stack.

"Why are you up this early any ways?" I asked.
"I was waiting till you woke up again. I was very worried," he put his hands in his lap. I stood up and held his hand and walked him to the bed to sit down with me.

"Zach...." I was about to tell him the thing that's happening between me and the "power couple". He pulled out his phone and showed me it.

Now
dad❤️: Where are you? Are you at a friends. You didn't tell me. Come home please.

I looked back up to him and nodded. He gave me a friendly kiss on the forehead and climbed out my window. He shut it and looked back to me.

He smiled and climbed down the tree.

I can't tell anyone about my problems! Not even July. She is busy with fucking homework and volleyball all the time. she can't even say 'hello' due to her being so fucking busy?

When I try to tell Zach he has to do something. I guess that the universe just doesn't want me to tell anyone.

But I feel that everyday every piece of my sanity, confidence, and happiness is robbed from me.

I don't know what to do......
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Soooooooo sorry about not posting on my Instagram lately.

I haven't had a good day in a while. Not even an ok.

But I will post tmr!

I hope you guys have a great night! 💖