Beautiful Bastard [H.S]

33•You Are Not The Father

Alexis's pov

I washed my hands shaking them out then wiping them on a towel I bounced on my toes staring at the still blank window of the test

5 minutes waiting for the answer seemed to be getting longer and longer with each test I glanced at the door Harry was out there waiting too I felt bad I never waited out there with him always in here always paced in front of the sink counter I bit my lip and glanced

Still blank of course

Today is my last day tomorrow Henry would surely rape me I had no more excuses this had to be it I had to be pregnant I bit my lip hard and jumped turning I heard noises.. voices

I looked at the door and hesitated but opened it in my sitting area was Harry and Henry I stepped out closing the door behind me "Henry? What are you doing here?"

"I've come to get you we have to make an heir remember and I know today is your last day I want to do it now" Harry looked away and squeezed his gun hard enough his fingers turned white

My eyes watered a touch I swallowed hard to keep from crying I nodded he turned to walk out and I followed behind I looked at Harry who couldn't look at me a single tear slipped but I hurriedly wiped my face so no one saw

I followed him down stairs to his room I turned and Harry wasn't there

Why?

He dragged me into his room I undressed myself just to delay his touch even for just a minute after I was in nothing but my bra he was sitting on his bed wiggling out of his clothes how disgusting what a fat slob I got in his bed which was damp with what I swear was sweat

He went at it and I closed my eyes and tried to block it out tried to make myself believe this weight on me was just rocks I was being compressed by large rocks that image comforted me anything over him soon the rocks would crush me then it would be over

He collapsed on me I screamed I broke out of my head space and screamed just bloody murder type of scream

Then I remembered Harry wasn't there true panic hit me only my guards will come to help me and Harry's not here I used my palms to hit him "Off! get off of me GET OFF" I screamed he wasn't responsive I cried harder he started to rock his body I was smashed under but I realized what he was doing he was trying to roll over I tried to raise my leg up to help him finally he rolled and I fell off the bed I picked up my dress and pulled it on half assed I started running back

I ran to my room everyone knew what happened no one tried to stop me I burst in my room Harry stood up from the sofa but I ran to my bathroom I ripped the dress off actually tearing the fabric and got in my shower turning it to scolding heat immediately to burn away his touch

"Alexis" I turned to Harry his face... he'd been crying

His eyes were puffy and his nose sounded stuffy

"Why didn't you follow me?" I asked before all else

"The King told me to stay, Alexis I..." he rushed up until he said my name I shook my head

"He could have killed me Harry and you weren't there it was horrifying his flabs touched me and-"

"Alexis please" he cut me off and put up his hand "I'm sorry I didn't follow I am I know how you feel but..." he shook his head and put his gun on the sink counter he started to strip "I need to be with you" he mumbled

I smiled softly I turned the heat down so he could join but I also hurried to wash myself of Henry

He stepped in and I threw the filthy rag that held the residue of Henry he didn't hesitate to grab me and I didn't hesitate to hold him back his hand slid up from the sides of my bum to my lower back then up a bit more to my waist where they settled in my curves

He leaned down pressing his lips to my neck placing soft kisses I closed my eyes to let myself drown in the touch of his soft lips and the quiet puckering noise he made as he kissed me "we did it" he whispered

"Did what?" I mumbled back

He pulled away making me open up my eyes he was staring down at me his wet hair matted on his forehead he was smiling

"God Alexis you have idea how wonderful.. how amazing... how- how ,how I wish I knew better words to express myself, I couldn't be any happier" his smile flinched he cupped my cheeks his eyes getting a little watery

"You're a mother Baby girl"

My jaw slipped open "r-really?" I teared up

He nodded and laughed slightly "the test came out positive we're having a baby"

I screamed as I hugged him "YES YES" this was the first time in a long time I cried because I was just so damn happy

"You're a Mummy ,Baby girl, you're pregnant!" he cheered back

I pulled away yanking him down to kiss me but even as I pulled away I held him down to my height "Harry you're a daddy too you're a father I hope if it's a boy he looks just like you"

He smiled widely "and if it's a girl she'll look just like her mother" he kissed me again we stood like that for awhile kissing under a warm stream of water the kissing wasn't even sexual it's happiness, excitement, and pure love

I paused pulling away "what? what is it?" Harry asked sensing my sudden vibe change

I frowned deeply "no one can know you're the father... I just I knew that but now that I really am pregnant... I want you to have the credit when the baby starts to talk  they couldn't call you daddy I want people to know it's your baby like your parents they'd have a grandchild and not even know"

He frowned back "Alexis to have those things would be great but it's enough for me ,for you and I, to know we'll tell them eventually hell maybe the hog will die soon and we could tell them then we can always hope baby" he forced a smile I smiled back regardless of knowing his was fake

"I hope he dies soon so I could take you for a husband" I rubbed the apple of his cheeks with my thumb

"How perfect would that be" he sighed happily "but one miracle at a time baby girl" he chuckled "let's worry about this little one first" he put his hand on my stomach

He leaned down level with my stomach "daddy already loves you so so much little one"