Been Through (Camila/You)

Chapter 13

Y/N's POV:

I felt my heart drop. I felt my anger rise.

I should've known she was playing me this whole time

I looked at the pictures of her and the much older looking man and I felt rage but heart break as well

I hate that I feel this way. I don't want to. I mean it's not like we were actually in a relationship

I did develop feelings for her heavily. How can someone you've never even kissed break your heart so easily?!

I decided to turn off my phone and just went to lay down in my room. I'm just going to sleep this pain away

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The next morning I wasn't any better. I woke up at the crack of dawn the sun was barely peeking out. I couldn't sleep. I felt lifeless

I changed and decided that I'd go for a run or something.

I freshened up and grabbed my earphones and headed out the door

On my way out I noticed my fathers car. He must've gotten home last night

I pressed play on my music and just ran. I didn't know where I'd end up I just had to clear my head and go.

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I ran for about two hours. Well that's a lie I stopped to eat something then I ran/walked it back home

By the time I made it on to our driveway I saw a familiar looking van

No no no why?!

I sucked it up and entered my house either way. I went in and thought I'd just do my best to rush to my room

And so I did just that but on my way I saw the girl I didn't want to see with my father and her manager standing in the living room talking

My eyes met hers and I swear I saw her face have a look of horror

Our eyes met but before she could even think of approaching me I angrily went up to my room. I locked my door and then went to shower

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I had music playing from my speakers as I stepped out of my bathroom I went into my bedroom and when i sat on my bed I heard knocking on my door

I didn't say anything but the knocking continued

"Y/n Please please let me in" i recognized Camila's voice

I just laid back pretending I didn't hear her

"Y/n I know that you can hear me" she said

The next song that played was IDFWU by Big Sean and it was pretty ironic but I decided to be petty and put up the volume up because it was my mood

"Wow real mature" I heard her say but I just tuned her out and ignored her

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I decided to call up Oscar and told him we should go out. He called the others and they agreed

I just needed to get out of this funk and mood

I dressed up nicely and went to the stairs. I took a deep breath as I can see the front door. No one was around so I had a clear shot

I went for it heading to the door and grabbing my car keys but then I felt a hand grab my arm tightly and desperately making me shut my eyes in defeat

"Y/n" Camila said "please let me talk to you"

I sighed clenching my jaw and turned to face her, she looked exhausted and like she's been crying but she also had a new tan

"Don't touch me" I said as I snatched my hand out of her grasp