Been Through (Camila/You)

Chapter 14

Y/N's POV:

"Y/n slow down" Luis told me as he tried grabbing the shot out of my hand

"Dawg chill" I said as I tried pulling it away without spilling the liquid

"Y/n you've taken too many already" Oscar said

"I don't give a fuck" I said annoyed downing the tequila

We were at a club and I was literally trying to drink the pain away but all that did was make me worse if I'm being honest

"This isn't you man" Leo said "you're the one that takes care of us now we taking care of you" he said with a light chuckle

"So It's cool cause you guys owe me" i said trying to pour more alcohol into the small glass

"Ya no more stop" Oscar said grabbing the bottle away from my hands

"Y'all are fucking bugging" i said

"This isn't the way y/n. We know you're hurting but you shouldn't take it out on yourself too hard" Luis said

"Whatever" I said stubbornly

"Hey there's some fine hynas tonight maybe you just need someone to take your mind off of her" Luis said

"Na none of them compare to her" I said

"But you swerved her so now you gotta act like you don't care about her" Oscar said and I just shrugged

"Bruh" Leo said annoyed

"Okay Im here niños. What's going on?" Becky asked as she had a drink in her hand

"Y/n is still crying" Luis said

"Aw Baby Boo cheer up" she said with a pout

"Whatever guys" I said shrugging them off. I hated being the center of attention

"Why don't we go dance? Come on" Becky said grabbing my hand and then grabbing Luis making him and I join her on the dance floor with some of her friends

"No im okay" I said

"Y/n stop being a pussy" becky said causing Luis to laugh

I just shut up and followed her lead. We met up with her crowd and I just stood there awkwardly for a while

Soon enough a song I liked started playing and my bad mood started going away and I began to vibe with it. I stopped being a buzzkill and decided to just let loose

Into the night I began dancing with some girl. She was pretty. Well at least I hope so I could barely see her face due to the fact I wasn't sober but she had a nice body that's for sure.

I was enjoying myself until the dj decided to fucking play Havana and my whole entire mood changed

All my friends stopped dancing and looked at me and began to laugh. I flipped them off and asked the girl if she wanted to get away for a while and she agreed

We went to a random dark corner away from people. We didn't do too much just made out but it was enough to take my mind off of a certain situation and someone

It started getting late so my friends and I decided it was time to go. I tried to get back to the girl but I didn't see her anywhere so I just shrugged it off

—

I got to my front door feeling like shit

"Do you need help sir?" Our family driver Jeffery asked. I called him to pick me up at Becky's because I knew I wouldn't be able to drive home. I felt guilty waking him up so late but he was always by my side

"I'm fine thanks for coming on a short notice" I said to him

"No problem sir. Goodnight" he said nicely

"Night" I responded and then entered

It was 2:30 AM and I saw the van from earlier still in the driveway. I guess tonight was a late session

I did my best to ignore it and just go to my room

But of course life hated me and I ran into Camila as she walked out of the bathroom

"You're just getting home?" She asked in a annoyed tone

"You're still in my house?" I responded with just as much sass

"We're working late" she said looking down after my last remark "and ugh what did you do drink the entire bar?" She asked as I'm sure she could smell the alcohol from me

"Probably. Night" I said trying to walk passed her

She stopped me and stared at me in the dimly lit hallway. She grabbed the collar of my shirt gently and I looked down at it to see lipstick stains. She then flicked the hallway switch next to her and I saw her breathing change as she looked at my neck and face

"You hooked up with someone?" She asked with a voice that sounded almost weak and broken

I just sighed "yea I was with my secret girlfriend" I said in a arrogant way

I saw her face frown annoyed with me but also hurt. I know that comeback hurt her

"Y/n-"

"Night camila" I said rushing past her to go up the stairs

When I got up to my room and slammed the door and went to the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and instantly saw the lipstick smudges all over my neck and lips

I laughed at myself because I looked like a clown. I washed my face then stripped out of my clothing to knock out

—

The next morning surprisingly I didn't have a hangover. I could always handle my liquor but I thought I'd feel something after everything I took last night

I then remembered my little encounter with Camila and I felt my stomach turn

Or maybe I was just hungry

I got up and freshened up before I went downstairs to get some breakfast

I greeted our staff then went to eat breakfast in the dining room where my father was

He was dressed which meant he had a session today. Usually when he has nothing planned he'd stay in his pajamas all day

"Morning y/n" he said

"Morning Andre" I replied

"Hey" he said

"My bad. Good morning dad" I said with a laugh and he smiled

"Have another session with Camila today?" I asked him as I bit my Apple

"Actually no today we're getting someone different" he said and that made me curious

"Who?" I asked

"Ariana Grande"