(A/n: I don't mean to confuse some of you but I am rewriting this story so there might be some slip ups from the past version and the comments still stay from before. Just keep in mind this is getting reworked)
Y/N's POV:
"I miss you buddy" I said to the computer as Becky and I were face timing
"I miss you too handsome" she pouted while resting her chin in the palm of her hand
After Camila did what she did and ghosted me, I got super depressed and sad. I didn't want to do anything at all
I isolated myself from everyone just staying home all the time
Becky would always call and text me but I'd rarely reply. One day she got fed up and showed up at my door step
Well my father let her in and she walked into my room asking why I was being so flakey and distant
She was so persistent no matter how much I tried to brush it off she kept on asking me until I broke
I finally told her the whole truth, what Camila and I had done, and what she did to me
She thought what Camila did to me and how she played me was fucked up and wrong.
Two months after the camila incident I released my first single. No one really cared for it until Becky shared it and bragged about it all over her social media
Then after people found out who my father was I just skyrocketed from there
"Did you listen to the demo I sent you?" Becky asked me and I nodded my head
"It's so good. I like it" I said making her smile
"I saw videos of your performance you did good. You looked nervous though" she said giggling
"I mean it was my first big crowd like that" I said
"You're so cute" she mumbled with a cute smile
"Like I cant imagine how you do it performing giant arenas and award shows" I said
"get used to you'll be like that soon too" she said
"I'm not gonna be like you" I said with a laugh
"No but you will be the great Y/N Y/LN" she said making me blush
I ate a bit of my ice cream from the room service I ordered and then cleared my throat
"I saw Camila tonight" I mumbled
"How did that go?" She asked me. The thing I loved about Becky is that she loved being open and she didn't mind me talking about stuff like this. Obviously she knew the wounds were still fresh so she insisted i vent to her
"I tried ignoring her but she watched my set and then after she was in my dressing room when I walked in after I performed" I said
"What she say?" She asked
"She basically told me she left me because she fell in love with me" I said a little confused and uncertain and Becky made a confused face
"That's not how being in love works" she said with a laugh
"I guess, I don't know. She just said that she just couldn't be with me" I said
"You think her relationship is PR?" She asked
"I really don't, like maybe it's intended to be that but there's no doubt she has feelings for the guy" I said and Becky shrugged "it just upsets me that she uses that as an excuse" I said
"Well what did you tell her?" She asked
"I basically told her to stay away from Me" I said
"Babe don't be too harsh" she said
"I deserve to be" I said
"Be the bigger person. She fucked up yea. But always carrying that negative energy and bitterness isn't gonna do you any good" she said
"I hate that you're little miss peace and love feminist goddess sometimes" I said
"Look I'm disappointed in her as well but there's no point in staying mad forever. Just move on" she said
"I guess" I said
"I mean it's weird because I'm still friends with her. Well I hope she still sees me as a friend, but I'm releasing music soon and I'll be on music shows with you guys and it's gonna be awkward and people are gonna notice that we're distant then gossip sites and fans are gonna stir shit up and I just want to be okay with everyone" she said
"Alright I'm sorry" I said
"And god forbid it ever gets out that you and her had something everyone is gonna come after me saying i stole you and they're gonna make you and I the bad guys because we're so close. They're gonna think its an Austin situation again" she said laughing lightly
Becky's fans always assumed we were something more but the rumors were intensified now that I was getting fame too
"and you're the sweetest guy that doesn't deserve hate. I don't want anything negative on you"
"You act like a mother" I said
"Well I'm sure your mama would've approved of me for taking care of her little boy" she said and I smiled lightly
"Becky you ready?" I heard a mans voice
"Yea we can get started" she said "I'll let you go okay I gotta record. I love you buddy" she said to me
"Okay have a good night. I love you too" I said
I smiled at her but then ended the call and closed my laptop
I laid down in the uncomfortable bed hoping that maybe I could get some sleep
I closed my eyes but began tossing and turning.
I thought about Becky's words and thinking that maybe I did overreact a bit with Camila
Could you blame me though?
I always had anger issues and when it was with shit like this that would mess up my head and heart I would just explode
I decided to get up and go out for a walk. Just to clear my mind. Maybe I can go down to the gym room
I put some shoes on and workout clothes grabbing my earphones and wallet with room key and headed out
I walked down the quiet hallway then went to the elevators
I pressed the button and waited for the doors to open
I looked down at my phone checking my texts until I heard a ding and saw the doors open
I lifted my head but I was instantly met with those brown eyes
I'm sure we both had the same shocked expression on our face
She quickly looked away from me as she walked out the elevator with her guitarist/friend and walked right passed me without saying a word
I sighed and then closed my eyes. Thinking about Becky's words
Be the bigger person, don't hold grudges
Make bridges not walls right?
Should I?
