Been Through (Camila/You)

Chapter 28

Y/N's POV:

This little friendship fantasy was too good to be true

I sighed as I walked away from her room regretting what I saw.

My eyes were burning and felt like I was going to cry. But I couldn't here especially with all these people around

I closed my eyes and swallowed the pain as I just walked fast to who knows where

I felt my phone vibrating and took it out of my pocket to see Becky was FaceTiming me

I answered it with a sigh and she had a bubbly smile

"Hi cutie" she said and I gave her a soft smile

"Hey Rebbeca" I said and she pouted

"What's wrong?" She asked

"Nothing why?" I said with a fake smile

"You usually answer with "becks" or something cute but you gave me my government name" she said

"I'm sorry what's up " I said

"Tell me what's wrong with you?" She asked and I looked away

"Is it something with camila?" She asked and I stayed quiet

I talked to her about Camila and I being friends again. I even confessed to her how Camila stayed the night but I made sure to explain how it was innocent

"What happened y/n? Tell me" she said softly

"Uh Um he's here" I said lowly

"Her boyfriend?" She asked and I nodded

"Aw Baby boy" She said

"It's cool. Uh I'm gonna go- cry or get drunk I don't know" I said as my emotions were eating me up

"Don't. You'll be fine" she said sadly
"What time are you on stage?" She asked me

"At 8" I responded "It's barely 6 so there's still a long time" I said

"You'll be fine. Besides she's probably not the only one with a surprise" she said blowing me a kiss then hanging up making me smile warmly

"Was that becky?" I heard a soft voice making me jump as my heart raced fast

I turned and saw Camila leaning against the wall. I hadn't even noticed her

"How long have you been there?" I asked

"Just a few seconds" she said

"You should go before your baby sitter comes looking for you" I said and she sighed

"I didn't know he was coming he just surprised me" she said and I just gave her a glare

"Y/n I'm serious, I was really looking forward to hanging out with you tonight" she said

"Who says you can't?" I asked "I'm just a friend right?"

"But he's most likely not gonna let me out of his sight" she sighed

"Well then ditch him in the middle of the night" I said and she just stared at me

"Come on I'll swing by your hotel room. I'll text you when I'm outside your room and we can go out" I said and she just stared at me unsure

"O-okay sure" she said with a smile

"You're down?" I asked and she nodded "let's do it" she replied

Hugging me before she walked away "I'll text you" she said

"I'll be waiting" i said with a smile

I don't care if he's here. I'm not going to see her in who knows how long. I'm gonna make every second count

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Time passed and I had one hour til I went on stage. I finished changing into the outfit I was gonna wear tonight

I was hanging with my friends in the dressing room just messing around getting pre-hyped for the show

"Hey y/n go get me another beer from the cooler will you?" Leo asked me and I nodded getting up from my seat and going to the cooler

Turning my back from them and bending down to grab a cold one. I heard a door close and people whispering

"Here" I said turning around but I almost dropped the bottle in the process as I saw Becky standing there with a cute smile on her face

"Surprise" she said making me smile and the guys cheer making fun of us

I set the bottle down and she ran to me jumping on me and I caught her squeezing her tight

"Hey What are you doing here?" I asked with a smile

"I wanted to surprise you guys" she said with a laugh

"It was a surprise indeed" I said

"Good" She said

"You just made my day" I said with a smile and she hugged me tight

She went to hug the rest of our friends and took out her phone to take a group picture of us

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Camila's POV:

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom I'll be back" Matthew said

"Okay" I responded as he got up from the sofa leaving me alone

I sighed thinking about y/n and how I was gonna ditch Matthew tonight

Speaking of. I haven't talked to him for a hours. I sent him a few texts but he never responded

I looked at myself in the mirror across from me and thought I looked cute so I took out my phone to take some selfies

I opened Instagram and played with a few filters until I finally took a cute a pic and decided to post it

After I did I decided to look at who posted and I saw that Becky posted something

"@IAmBeckyG: surprised my besties"

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath clutching my phone tightly

Looks like whatever plans we had just flew out the window

I know that y/n and becky claimed they were just friends especially since they grew up together.

But I can't help but get jealous at the way they act with each other. It feels like more than just friendship to me

He's so kind and gentle with her. He takes care of her and they seriously act like a couple

I don't want him to act with anyone like that. Not with anyone who isn't me

I closed my eyes shaking my head. It wasn't right. It was selfish he can do whatever he wants.

But it hurts to know he can treat other girls the way treats me.

I never want another girl to feel his strong arms around them. To make him smile and laugh. For him to stare at them like a lost poppy. Or to make another girl feel like the most beautiful thing he's ever seen

I don't want another girl to feel his lips against there's. Or to feel his lips on their skin. I don't want someone else to feel the pleasure he can create. And most importantly

I don't want another girl to be loved by him

I know it's completely selfish of me

But the thought of him being with someone else,

kills me