Been Through (Camila/You)

Chapter 35

Camila's POV:

I saw him drive away

I wiped the few tears that escaped. Not wanting Matthew to see

I thought I finally got over y/n, especially with these two years that passed by

I couldn't stop thinking about him after that night he officially cut me off

I got a little depressed and all I wanted was to run to him

But with time i realized I had made my choice. I chose Matthew.

I couldn't have my cake and ice cream too

As time passed I enjoyed my time and relationship. It was like the time before I met y/n

But still there was something missing

There were/are many nights where I feel unhappy, wondering how my life could've been if I chose y/n

There's times when Im crying over something Matthew did and wanting to get the courage to leave him and run to y/n

But I could never bring myself to do it because I knew y/n hated me

But now, especially after today, I feel like that door opened again

Now, I do love Matthew but I couldn't deny my feelings for y/n anymore, no matter how much i tried

But as the years have passed, especially after meeting y/n. I couldn't deny the magic with Matthew was gone

I wasn't dumb I knew everyone around me hated him.

I knew what they said about him.

I never wanted the image I had of him to disappear but as each day passed that image slowly started to fade away

I thought I had finally found my prince charming. The one I've waited so long for

Then I met y/n, who was a knight in shining armor who I never knew I needed

He was right, the night he cut me off, when he told me I had my worst nightmare already with Matthew

Everyone tried to tell me he was unfaithful to me and I chose not to believe it

Until I caught him with my own eyes. That's when everything went downhill

Ever since that night our relationship hadn't been the same. So much fighting, no trust, it was exhausting

It's crazy how y/n came back into my life when I was getting to my lowest

Because after today. I know I'm about to do something that I may or may not regret

I just know this is something that has to be done

I texted my mom asking her to pick me up asap

I hesitantly opened the front door and entered his house

"Baby is that you?" I heard him call

"Um yea hey" I said as he approached me

I used to be so ecstatic to see him but that thrill was gone. There was no more sparkle in my eyes

I just gave him a weak smile as he hugged me. But I kept my arms to my side. I brushed past him and he stared at me confused as I made my way to his couch looking out the window

"Come here and sit next to me" i said to him patting the couch

He had a confused look on his face. His green eyes piercing through me. I once used to love them but now, they weren't the y/ec I wanted. Please don't look at me while I'm breaking