A Beautiful Disaster

I don't regret this

I don't regret this

1 hour rest,

And hallucinations slowly begin,

This nauseous feeling consumes me,

And I can't think straight,

My body cries in pain,

I forgot to take my needed pills once again,

I hold back the puke that's forming in the back of my throat,

And close my eyes trying to concentrate on my breathing,

My body was on fire,

And I can't breathe,

There was nothing that could stop this,

I just know deep down,

I don't regret this.

I knew my body was going to give in soon,

I knew this was its breaking point.

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