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Witness-Protection Program

The name of the chat has been changed to R.I.P.E

R.I.P.E

ChokingIsMyKink: guess it's official, huh?

WildHoe: guess so

WildHoe: am I the only one who feels empty?

BirthingCoach: empty doesn't even begin to describe how I feel

FuckBoi: I feel so incomplete

Legiqn: same actually

Zoyrk: I think we all feel empty and incomplete to some extent

Lui: ^^^^^^

Four07: ^^^^^

Four07: I don't think I've cried that much in my whole life

Legiqn: Lucas could barely walk in there

FuckBoi: he's really dead, isn't he?

BirthingCoach: he is, Lucas, he really is

BirthingCoach: and we really were all sat in a circle around his bed crying our eyes out for four hours straight

BirthingCoach: yes guys, he is really gone

ChokingIsMyKink: I'm so glad we didn't pull back the sheet they put over his face, I don't think I could look at his face

BirthingCoach: same I was crying hard enough

WildHoe: how did u not pass out???

BirthingCoach: idk

Zoyrk: what if he's not really dead?

WildHoe: Lucas it's too soon stop being disrespectful

Zoyrk: we have to have hope, guys

Zoyrk: like we said, this is evan we're talking about

Zoyrk: he wouldn't want us to be sad or miserable, he'd want us to be happy

Zoyrk: so being happy to me means figuring out the most impossible shit

Zoyrk: if he is alive, I will figure out how

BirthingCoach: John, you can't fix this more than anyone else here can

BirthingCoach: Evan's dead, okay? He hung himself and slashed open his arms because none of us could see how bad his depression was getting, there is no fixing this John

BirthingCoach: we can't change it, he's gone

FuckBoi: why would he leave us?

BirthingCoach: he was scared

BirthingCoach: his depression and anxiety got worse and worse and it scared him because he was hurting so bad