I have school tomorrow and I'm pretty indifferent about it
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FuckBoi: can't believe you haven't blocked me honestly
FuckBoi: thought I'd be the first on your list, not to be narcissistic
FuckBoi: normally you answer after two texts...
FuckBoi: and you didn't block me, or unfriend me like you did with John so he couldn't text you but he could still stay in the groupchat
FuckBoi: almost as if you /wanted/ him to tell us
FuckBoi: still not answering? I'll take that as a theory proven to be true, then
FuckBoi: well, if you're not going to answer me, then I guess I'll just talk until you do
FuckBoi: I meant what I said Evan, it /is/ your fault that I went back to Jordan, even if it was very much indirectly
FuckBoi: But perhaps it was my fault as well, because of how horrible I treated you
FuckBoi: But only because you broke my heart, Evan, I was a complete mess without you
RoastMasterV2: cut the crap, Lucas
RoastMasterV2: you wouldn't care, but I'm actually busy, are you done here?
FuckBoi: oh? So you /do/ read your messages, I was beginning to think otherwise considering it took one two three four five six TEN messages before you replied
FuckBoi: you didn't block me Evan, which means you wanted to keep me around.
RoastMasterV2: I didn't block John either, just wanted him off my back for a while
FuckBoi: Evan we both know how big of a mouth John has, there's no way someone with a secret like you would just keep him around, right?
RoastMasterV2: he has a big mouth, but at least he's honest, so I admire him
FuckBoi: humans are always drawn to people they want to be like
RoastMasterV2: people are also drawn to things that are admirable qualities which include honesty and not being a fucking loose cannon
FuckBoi: I'm insulted Evan
FuckBoi: you broke my heart and I had no choice but to go back to that imbecile can't you understand why I'd be upset
RoastMasterV2: and why do you expect me to not be upset as well
RoastMasterV2: i fucking tried so hard to make things work, make everything work, and you just fucking lied
RoastMasterV2: do you think I'm just not going be absolutely fed up? You had your chance, you had my trust, and you broke that, everyone fucking broke that and after you yelled at me when I was just trying to /help/ I think I realized that
RoastMasterV2: if you really loved me, you wouldn't be such a piece of shit in trying to get me back
RoastMasterV2: like trying to guilt me
RoastMasterV2: guilt tripping is a form of manipulation, and I recently learned that I don't really deserve that kind of treatment so why don't you learn some new tricks, Lucas?
FuckBoi: you're such a fucking bitch, Evan
FuckBoi: you're just pushing me away because I want to be there for you, we all just want to be there for you but you are so adamant that you don't need anyone
RoastMasterV2: doesn't matter if I needed you guys you would never be there anyway you're too fucking busy worry about your own problems which is fine except when you make it seem like I'm selfish
FuckBoi: i know someone like you feels the need to prove that you're fine on your own but just admit it you need us
RoastMasterV2: someone like me? The fuck does that mean
FuckBoi: depressed and anxious
FuckBoi: makes you feel like you're nothing but a giant burden but by isolating yourself you're just becoming even more of a fucking burden
FuckBoi: i mean we finally leave you alone like you wanted and we finally give you some trust and what do you do? Try to kill yourself
RoastMasterV2: say that again
FuckBoi: what?
RoastMasterV2: fucking say that again, Lucas.
RoastMasterV2: say. It. Again.
FuckBoi: Evan I didn't mean that
RoastMasterV2: no of course you did because you can never do any wrong can you, mr perfect
RoastMasterV2: it's always my fault right? Because I'm just a depressed and anxious burden who tries to kill himself just to get some attention, right? It's always my fucking fault and it's never changed, is that what you're trying to say?
RoastMasterV2: go on, you can say it
FuckBoi: Evan that's not what I meant
RoastMasterV2: liar, you're nothing but a fucking liar
RoastMasterV2: But it's okay, because I have you all figured out
RoastMasterV2: checkmate, lucas, But I do always enjoy our chats
FuckBoi: Evan wait please let me explain
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